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date: Wednesday, August 31, 2005 @ 11:48 PM

hey....hm went tanning today, yup yeah....later went to M walk to mit Nic lor ya so sori tat I m late..walk around then went marina sq to eat yup hmm yummy the cafe was nice, ice cream was nice too yup...after tat went orchard...went to wisma to cineleisure yup searching for bags and tat idiot serene, tot u wanna mit then broke your promise lor shit u! haha hm yup so went to Funan to buy my bag....hehe yup saw the bag i like....red plus black adidas bag....haha yup me and Nic bought one hehe hey its so cool to have the same bag! hm next time go sentosa can carry the same bag ya....hehe happy...
After tat went to hougang mall, hm walk around...went into the chinese thai food restaurant.. hm quite cheap and slutty?haha no lahz hm quite nice yup after that then went home liao...study lor ya hm sian duno wat to write..mind block haiz ok lahz gona slp tata
date: Tuesday, August 30, 2005 @ 11:10 PM

hey....hehee back blogging hm well yup wanna mention tat sunday, morning went to study with Nic at coffee bean yup damn tired lor ya but breakfirst was nice hm kinda 'sweet' haha.....went to had dinner with GQ and serene at Jack's place yup the food was so-so haha but it was to celebrate my birthday so yup hehe laugh alot...talk alot about insects lor....yeee....aniwae after dinner then send serene back on the cab to her hostel at NUS, oh god its damn nice lahz...like a condo oh so envious lor hm I wanna go NUS! haha yup tats sunday....argh....GQ wanted me to pay him back money..haha so withdraw $100 and return him..broke liao
haha well as for monday...went to watch movie with xiu guang n kevin..we watch 'land of the dead' haha it was suppose to be scarey rite but little did we expect tat we kept on laughing throughout the whole show..haha the dead were really funny....after tat then met up with Nic haha thanks for cuming all the way here to mit me....hehee yup and we pass by Newton's hawker centre oh the food was so irresistable hmm the aroma of food~
yup today was damn boring lahz...go to school...then after that i went to great world city but before that i took the long journey bus...i actually kept dozing off haha my head was like dropping! I bought cakes from breadtalk yummy...they look nice lor oh i bought KFC for lunch too haha have been craving for them like so long...after that study at home...hm doze off for an hour haha really lacking sleep these days...haiz yup tats all btw wishing Nic good luck in his piano exam 2molo ok hehe tata muack
date: Saturday, August 27, 2005 @ 11:36 PM

Cant sit still~
Lonely night, cool breeze as I pass the city around me.
I walk through these lonely streets,
looking at the sky full of stars,
as if every problem has a solution.
Does true love really exist?
Why am I waiting?
Is there hope tomorrow?
Why cant they sit still?
I tried my best,
I am tired but I still lose you.
That much I gave but in exchange of tears,
I forgot to ask myself if I am happy?
Is all predestined?Then why cant I stand still?
Perhaps my feelings would go in a no direction.
hey....yup nothing much today...spend most of the time studying...did my chinese compo outside at BK raffles place....oh it is a shit place...it close before 8pm lor haiz....well no where esle to go so me n Alvin went home.....haha oh ya btw that bitch serene..hey she saw me at the bus stop juz now then i was like sitting down looking at the floor ya...then she called GQ and gossip about me! Dun think i duno lor, GQ tell me hor.....haha you said I look like a prositute selling myself at the bus stop but no one wants haha stupid! Yeee scarey leh always bump into serene outside...yup there is fate haha ulp~ok lahz see you 2molo.......hm yup yup gona study hard from next week onwards yup prelim chinese paper 1 & 2 next fri oh shit...got to work hard but well I am not the last minute sort lor so i think everything is under control? hopefully....haha ya nothing much today, hm my throat is much better hehe yup and Tanys Chua's Albums are damn great ok! hehe tata
date: Friday, August 26, 2005 @ 11:17 PM

hey......didnt cum in here like 3 days? hm haiz was sick lor.....sob sob.....u know wat happen? hm i actually got throat infection.....oh its serious lor.....haiz the doctor says if my throat gets worse then i may haf to be admit into hospital!! yup damn worried, i am going to die.....sob
Thankfully I got better today...oh thank god....hm its really painful lor! sob hey didnt went to school on thur n today morning...argh miss so much lessons..my parents n my body didnt want me to go to sch..but i manage to pick up my body to go to school....hehe yup i went for chinese...haha mdm Chan lesson haha hey she is insane lah....she suddenly scream haha then tell us jokes? then she kept laughing at my expression! isist so funny?hehe then cos its presentation mahz so got so many fun things....kevin n xiuguang haha so crazy....hey kept on saying wat karunai? lontong? haha yup so funny....wao so long nv laugh tat much....haha hm glad happy....on the bus was worse..stupid made me laugh so loud....
hehe yup met up wif Nic...hm went to esplanade then to marina square then to M walk yup hey i had spicy chicken at cavana oh argh my throat..aniwae took a bus back.....Nic, cool and fun? hehe yup
oh yup chatted wif serene on my way back.....hehe hm yup i wan an adidas bag ok.....haha n u said its cheap lor...so hm yup hehe oh hey next week go out study?Nus??cool....
ok...yup finished...gtg tata oh ya thanks to carol for taking my stuff for me...
date: Tuesday, August 23, 2005 @ 11:47 PM

hey....oh hm haha wats the special occasion?hehe hm my birthday! yup hehe went to school today...erm many schoolmates duno its my birthday today so I told them! haha yup thanks everyone who wish me happy birthday...especially those who sms me!! They are...cynthia, chris, desmond, bryan, meilian, kevin2, angeline, serene? haha yup thanks people sob sob touched...
Anyway yup was really crazy in school today...was high lor haha I bow 90 degrees to people who wish me happy birthday haha..hm played with kevin and xiu guang....and realise tat asraf is actually quite a fun guy to hang out wif.....hm haha we were playing in the library that haha ya lahz u guys should know we like to moan so as we were moaning...then there was this group of J2 who said we were childish! argh.....well lessons went smoothly today hm wanted to tell Huiyu that its my birthday but didnt had the chance, we were always like smiling at one another haha...hm glad that school ends at 2pm hehe
Well met up wif nic at cityhall, did some stupid survey too regarding sports brand....hey Adidas bags hor...hehe serene heard tat?hm went wif nic to haf lunch then later on went to the new national library hm its really nice but i dun think its a nice place to study, was smsing serene ya and stop hiding in NUS....its like some kind of prison tat u dun even come out of it....study till about 6.30 then went PS to watch The Maid hehe hey seriously its damn nice! Actually it is rather lame? haha no lahz was freak out lor ya really nice...people go watch it ya
After watching movie....we took a bus back haha while we were walking....nic kept on making me laugh but hey it is rather lame haha no lahz hm thanks for being with me the whole day...oh so touched, ur present is nice too....hehe yup thanks Nic really...was so touched lor sob sob
After i got home, my parents were not at home..they were at a function...haiz but they bought a big cake hm happy cos they haf stop buying cakes for me since pri 6?hm so glad that i wanted to wait for them to cum home....but got to slp liao :( ......
Hey last note here, thanks people for wishing me happy birthday especially Nic! yup I love u guys haha ulp~ vomit....anyway here are my wishes... hm
1) wish all my friends and me happy always..
2) Pass my A levels...wif 3 As and a C5 for GP
3) hm hehe last one its a secret haha shh.....
haha yup tats all....quite a happy birthday this time round...hm hopefully there would be more to come..hehe thank god...contented hm thankful....
date: Sunday, August 21, 2005 @ 11:10 PM

hey....ARgh really got no time to blog haha but haha still manage to get in here...hm today went sentosa with nic..hm had breakfirst at coffee bean then headed to tat damn bad weather sentosa..its frustating tat there is no sun lor...hm we sat at the beach and play haha yup then the water was like real cold..i could not stand it animore! btw nic, next time pls bring ur shorts! its so embarassing ya u know lahz...we went to bath then went round sentosa yup saw some funny people....
After that we went harbourfront to have lunch..hm then tot of watching 'the maid' but too tired so we ended up doing my favourites that is hoping onto a bus and sit towards the interchange haha we had a really good slp on the bus yup then reach tampines! walk around century sq wao was damn tired hm no mood to do any shopping....ya well went to send nic back to hougang before i went back home....argh tired haha really! hm did my homework...really sick and no mood..
btw....today I cried in front of nic....first time crying in front of my friends, erm its emotional yup hm but i m fine! hehe ok slping tata
date: Friday, August 19, 2005 @ 10:20 PM

hey...hm today started off quite boring...hm bought some food and went for my lessons..haha in case u all still do not know, i simply love to smuggle all sorts of food into class or lectures haha yup had geography lessons till 10pm then had consultation! oh great the GP teacher was not around so had 2 hrs of free period hehe so happy...then went to study for chinese lit exam 2molo, was feeling hungry then went to the canteen...oh the whole canteen was empty lor as the J1 was having assembly then J2 having lessons haha so it was unusual to see the canteen empty....normally it is damn crowded! so I bought noodles haha slowly sat there and eat its really comfortable.....
After tat, went fot econs consultation, haha miss Tan is really cute...aiyo kevin went home cos he is sick! haiz take care....aniwae there is still chinese lesson and the lesson is funny....really hilarious ok....I laugh for the whole 2hrs lor..teacher was acting crazy lahz, and guess wat mdm Chan said she like to look at my expression haha
Yup after that went home...hm thankful tat i still got xiu guang to acompany me....he is crazy ok always like tickling me lor..we laugh again like retarded on the bus....sent him to his bus stop hehe
Hm nothing much happen after i got home...watch tv and studying for my mock exam...btw Joanne Peh Rocks lahz....ya and her legs are damn long....damn envy haha hm yup tats all for today..hm juz simply contented tat I can laugh everyday lor ya tats how i lead my life....tata
date: Thursday, August 18, 2005 @ 10:11 PM

Thinking Nitez~
Music is part of my life,
especially love songs,
it makes me feel loved.
I cant get to slp,
so i stayed awake.
loneliness can be disturbing,
but my mind is in peace.
Emotions overwhemling,
but i still feel calm.
Perhaps because I commit thats why I gave up,
not wanting to feel the pain.
Giving will not lead to returns,
you chose to let go.
People are not moved at all,
when i lose my love,
i lose the whole world.
I still favour love songs,
cause it brings hope in love.
hey.....Happy Birthday to cynthia!!!hehe yup btw wanna tell u all, haha something funny! I was slping on the bus way home right, 190.....then as i fell a slp, then there was this guy who was sitting in front of me facing me lahz cos i sit veri infront there ya u should know what i mean lahz, then slp slp and slp sudden my hand shake! shake veri hard lehz then i was like shock awake, i look up as i quickly open my eyes then saw that guy haha crazy rite...that guy's face was like shock too, his eyes widely stared at me...both of us are shocked really....I wanted to laugh but he may think i m crazy lor oh shit damn embarassing!so i hold on to my laugh haha its so funny..aiyo next time act for u all to see ok haha tata
date: Wednesday, August 17, 2005 @ 10:25 PM

hey.....today is a bad day! oh hm early in the morning when i went to bath then after closing the door, oh shit saw 2 lizards! damn gross lor....in the past dun haf lehz haiz was really scared out of my wits! The lizards wont go away despite me scaring them haha instead they scared me...they move around, i tot they were coming to get me haha hm yup and i stared at them, fearing to move at all....i went in the toliet like 5.40 then came out 6.15! damn late already...but how did i get out haha its really juz rushing out lahz.....hm so late...quickly did my hair and make up haha yup then rush out of home! wao nowadays not enough sleep...kept on dozing off on the bus, its like slp until i knock against the window! hehe got to school on time, had only econs geo tutorial and econs lecture....3 hours onli then me and my classmates, 4 of us went to the canteen to eat...gossip about some guys and laughing at people hehe quite bad hor...
Hm headed for the study corner then studied chinese lit...till about 2pm then went for econs test...oh 2hr and 15mins lor got to write like 3 essays! oh really duno wat i am writing...juz cant write well lahz....btw was really sori to serene as i cant acompany her to NUS some seminar lahz yup.... hm after econs test, went to the bus stop and guess who i saw? haha yup erm Huiyu... hm we smile at which other haha did some funny faces at her haha yup stand together on the bus and oh quite embarass cos i think she knows??.. yup
Reach home....duno wat happen to me but i cried....sob sob cried real hard lor hm think is stress lahz...sad sad sad haha yup so watch some tv while studying hehe hm quite happy and contented liao yup
LASTly, not to forget nicholas birthday falls on the 11th of sept! hm 911?? haha yup so happy birthday and hey my birthday is coming too! haha ok tats all no poems today tired...tata
date: Tuesday, August 16, 2005 @ 9:44 PM

hey...hm well went to school as usual today...yup hehe school was boring....haiz aniwae had much fun with kevin and xiu guang yup haha we joke and laugh on the bus on our way home haha damn funny....especially they snatch my ez link to see my picture! haha and that bus inspector too was funny....
Btw hm oh i m dead lahz! The whole school knows that I fancy Huiyu! oh....hm though i never really admit it but there guess it right lahz, and now they are like bringing us together! oh so embarasss....
Aniwae got to slp early today...yup tired from all the studying...got econs mock exam 2molo essays lor! haiz yup yesterday's America's next top model...haha was glad that my favourites was never voted out hehe ok tata
date: Sunday, August 14, 2005 @ 10:12 PM

You~
I am twisted by reality,
my dreams changed,
persistent makes it go tough.
Sometimes, love is special,
it drives away loneliness,
its you that made me felt that I am not alone.
With you, everything is possible,
becos of trust,
love does not need a gurantee. Its forever.
hey.......hm today went sentosa! hehe quite glad that there was sun...then juz as i was abt to leave, it rain yup so quite lucky......hm went to harbourfront shop shop...well there is nothing there anymore for me to explore haha its so small. Anyway went to great world city, yup went to the supermarket oh love it..haha i carried the basket and begin to do my shopping....wao was like crazy, hm saw what then take what haha...that is great i simply love shopping in supermarkets! Aniwae yup bought loads of things back home...
Went to get back my beach volley ball from serene's house...oh gosh its damn dirty! its a perfectly good and fine blue ball but now its black! oh gona scold her on wes when i see her....btw my bank got no more money....oh man i got to save! hehe
well got home! hm did my revision and studied for the whole night, yup enjoy some family time too, was glad that my mum is so strong and cheerful! hehe ok tats all for today...juz the usual stuff lahz ya tata
date: Friday, August 12, 2005 @ 11:42 PM

hey....hm didnt went to school today erm yup cos my grandpa pass away so gona send him off.... yup erm it was quite sad lahz as i didnt get to see him for the last time, hm but i m more worry about my mum cos she was close to her father yup... Reach the casket, hm it was a christian ceremony so ya but i m not lor...we went round the coffin hm it was time to close the coffin then heard my mum crying..hm i didnt know wat to do but juz stand beside her...We walk out towards the road ya then i cried too, duno why but juz hearing the music and looking at my mum.....sob sob
We went to mandai cremation centre, our feelings were better now..in fact my mum and us were like amazed but the high tech operations of the place..its veri nice, suitable to study there lor.. haiz later on went to my aunite's place to haf lunch...was quite glad tat my grandma took it easily..hm yup so after which we went home...
Damn tired so slept on the sofa haha yup then woke up refresh...wao hm went to shower then did my work...yup and the 0pm drama was last episode! oh it is thrilling if anyone of u watch it....tat shen congye went mad in the end hm of course siqi n jingwen were happily ever after but but but, cen fei didnt woke up haiz so sad hm juz too bad lahz yup haiz all things must cum to an end so 2molo is a better day haha...ok yup tats all tata
date: Thursday, August 11, 2005 @ 11:10 PM

Afraid~
Forget, I never tried my best to forget.
The dairy kept my past, my loneliness.
Think, I never tried very hard to think.
Learning not to think but to forget.
Always afraid of thinking about you,
always afraid of hearing about you,
what I have is losing you.
Afraid that when I am alone, it is not easy to forget.
Afraid of making the wrong decision.
The exit to love is parting,
what esle can I say?
date: Monday, August 08, 2005 @ 11:35 PM

hey....hm woke up today and went to millenium walk's burger king for breakfirst yup had my tasty hashbrowns while i studied my econs hehe.....after that went to school for geo lecture hm didnt really pay much attention cos as i was late, i sat at the back could not see at all, my specs were at home! errrrr... aniwae bought chocolates for my classmates hehe gave huiyu some too yup haha oh then my friends and i went to library to borrow books hm they dun allow slippers....argh got to borrow from other people haha we were like crazy bouncing here and there hehe
hm went to bukit panjiang with kevin to haf lunch yup then headed for great world city...went there to study..did my essays! Met up with kevin2 later at 6 plus then walk around suntec and marina square and we went to 'PEOPLE SAY', a cafe oh...the surroundings was nice, we found these sofa chair and opps i fall flat on it haha it was nice lahz cosy.... yup ordered a single scoop chocolate ice cream oh god the ice cream was good, the ice cream was like chewy...hm there was also the green tea grapple which i simply love the taste cos its not so sweet yet its nice..juz nice! haha sat there and ponder yup its really nice to sit there and chat hm think jia yin would love it lor hehe.... yup had a stroll home lor hm enjoying the nite breeze hehe
Reach home...settled down then watch the 9pm drama...haha if any of you are watching, i simply love shen congye and cen fei that part haha its so crazy...and later on watch incredible tales haha damn scary hm oh my favourite show that is America's Next Top Model! hey really veri nice lahz hm juz amazed! haha yup tats all happy birthday singapore hehe tata
date: Sunday, August 07, 2005 @ 10:10 PM

Holding On~
What can your both hands hold on?
Giving you the sea,
giving you the sky,
but how useful is it?
We cant deceive ourselves,
we are too over-confidence,
that made us not to cherish things.
Thirst of freedom are usually those that are constraint,,
I stood here witnessing loneliness,
perhaps letting go is the best solution.
hey.....woke up quite late around 10 plus haha hm was welcome by tat big sunny sunshine! hehe simply love the sun cos it brings us hope! errrrrr haha....aniwae had my lunch then prepared to go running yup at queenstown stadium...oh ran for 6 rounds and did 30 pull ups and hey my hands are damn painful, sob got blister all over haiz in pain now typing haha yup after running went to haf a haircut yup hm simply love my new look cos its damn boylish haha the sporty look...yup and did some hightlighting too haha but my hair really dun take color well..haha yup after much time wasted on these, hm got home study econs haha yup
oh ya...juz got to know this new friend called kevin2 cos my classmate is called kevin too haha so yup hm and his birthday is damn near too!! haha happy birthday> 16th of august opps cynthia's b-dae falls on the 17th of august! hehe yup so tats all for today haiz boring hm yeah 2molo morning can go n haf a wonderful breakfirst at burger king before going to school hehe yup nice....hehe tata
date: Saturday, August 06, 2005 @ 11:49 PM

Understand~
Do u understand me?
Do u know wat I like to eat?
Do u know why I cry?
Do u know why I did those things?
U duno yet U never make an effort to ask!
hey.....today went sentosa and oh the sun was damn big!!! yeah manage to tann.....hm seriously spenting time with myself is great.....yup then took a bus again haha enjoying taking bus then headed to marina square...wao it is really big n nice lor ya hm went to royal sporting house, haha bought a red adidas t shirt for monday's school celebration...yup so went to burger king to study hm there was so many people lor but i still manage to finish my work hehe hm after that was abt 8.30..then went to buy chocolates hey its damn expensive lor i choose a few chocolates that weight about 200gram and cost $6 lor haha anyway its frm millenium walk yup hm happy happy hehe aniwae i cried on the bus!
haiz hm tot of the rehearsals theat I had been thru wif them...its full of joy n laughter yet there were tears too hm really thanks for everything lahz especially the acting crew.....suling yvonne for calming me down despite that u 2 were nervous too?!! haha yup xueyi n my wife in the play haha thanks for evrything oh i really miss the rehearsal....hm yup tats all yeah holidays cuming but intend to study haha tata
date: Friday, August 05, 2005 @ 11:53 PM

hey...hm today had another round of performance...oh i was still very nervous cos the j1 batch got about thousand of people lor hm was really scare then ya we acted...the respond was not as good as tuesday lot..hm the j1 didnt really laugh much lor....argh! anyway there was a few hip cups such as a few actors forget their lines...me almost haha hm really the respond was poor... haiz really disappointed lor
Aniwae after the show, it was so hot lor...everyone was there chatting and laughing hm but i do feel sad...cos after 3 weeks of rehearsal, it ended! hm a mixed of feelings lor yup aniwae its now part of my life, i m really thankful to Josephine for giving me the chance...thanks to my perfect acting crew...thanks miss chin...thanks to my friends who r always there to encourage me...they are kevin, xiu guang, carol, qiu ru, huiyu erm yup many more really thanks...
hm really thanks for the play....it ended well yup so tata
date: Tuesday, August 02, 2005 @ 8:24 PM

hey....yup today Iwoke up at 5am!! haha hm damn nervous cos today is my performance! oh shit after 3 weeks of rehearsals, I m still not confident at all.....haiz hm got to school then we had another round of rehearsal but I suddenly cant act well lor so damn sad...watching the clock coming to 8.45am oh shit its gona be our turn....yup hey it was really scarey to walk up the stage hm well its at the lecture hall so smaller lahz but still there are a few hundreds of people! and guess wat... the audience really like our performance....we could hear laughter from the crowds! hm tat is why one of the actors also laugh out but i didnt hehe hm i was like the star of the day erm thick skin rite hehe haha hm erm I receive the most applaush??yeah its the truth! haha yup really happy cos the whole show was such a success.. hm seriously you cant understand the joy......well gona haf rehearsal 2molo again cos there is one more show on friday for the j1 yup so wish me gd luck...
haha hm had lessons then went to make my replacement card for my loss ez link yup then went home to study.....tata though there was a few last minute changes to the play..my falling down scene was cancelled so was quite sad but the show was still popular wif the people so hm contented yup..