hey...yup today went to cut my hair and went running also yup...came back and get ready again then went to meet Kevin at Lot 1...we watch Narnia! oh its pretty long hm quite ok lahz...suitable for kids better haha...stupid kevin push me lahz then i lost balance and fall onto someone else..luckily its a guy, if it is a gal then i got to go to jail lahz...haha really crazy but tats wat we do all the time lahz haha but it was damn embarass! i really fall lor haha think of it..its quite funny haha..ok then took a cab back well it cost me $13 lor....yup thats all hehe well think 2molo i will not be at home haha going Jensen's chalet...so it will be my last blog of the year 2005 yup ok lahz..2molo working morning shift so gona wake up early again...ya tata

hey....hmm back blogging today, argh I onli slept for 3 hours last nitez...working morning shift today gota be there by 6.45...woke up at 5.30am..its been ages since i woke up this early! Left my house early but the earliest bus was like 6.25am?! ya so tot tat i will be late but luckily never lah...I got there..xiao ping our shift manager was working with me for morning shift lahz..i tot die liao onli me and her cos usually there would be at least 3 person mahz but today 2 onli, then she explained to me tat morning is usually very quiet..in fact it turned out to be really quiet! haha nice..very few customers..i was told to operate counter 1 which is the thing tat i dread cos its so complicated... apart from buying and selling, i got to manage the top up for ezlink, autopass, cashcard plus handphone bills too hm messy lahz...prefer counter 2 onli buy and sell haha

yup it was pretty quiet lahz..xiao ping was inside the office most of the time...teach me alot of things too..i juz lean against the wall looking outside haha sometimes flipping through the magazines..oh today i read I weekly haha yup really free and relaxing hehe taking pictures too....time flew past very fast...today had sprite instead haha then its time to pack up....got to settle many things first before the next shift takes over....counting the money....hehe ok work ended wao relieve....but i was not sleepy at all lehz..

Took a bus back...had some food then watch tv...watch till i fall asleep haha hm suddenly damn tired...yawnz..oh ya watched America's next top model..hm nice nice haha u people should watch it ok hm gona catch my sleep...2molo off!!!!! haha yup tata

hey...hm working today..met a indian customer tat made me damn pissed off....argh damn stupid fuck lahz...and the queue was getting longer and longer....i dun wanna tok about wat happened but it really made me feel like crying in front there lahz anyway the store manager was so nice to me...haiz besides that then everything is perfectly fine..hehe i enjoy my break there crunching on my sandwich and ice lemon tea haha yup oh argh and i cant wear shorts or slippers to work so erm haha anyway gona work morning shift 2molo..7am to 3pm hm tired...yup haha looking forward to 2molo's work...yeah its the money that kept me motivated haha i can buy my things already...my wish list gona be met up liao haha okok gona slp tata

hey....hehe today is the first day of work! oh my god, i was really anxious yet excited...ok tell u people lahz...i am working at 7 11 at Geylang haha hm i got there early....the store people are damn nice lahz..really especially the store manager..hm its so home lor u know?! yup i started work with another newcomer, maggie! hm we learnt how to do stock taking first..its the basic lahz..i need to check the expiry date of those food chips etc..as i see them quite messy then i repack them haha neat and tidy, i juz sat there and enjoy hehe....ok i onli need to work 4 hours today...so the store manager teach me and maggie how to operate counter..erm its damn complicated lahz, i mean not those things sold in the store but like how to register sim card, update cashcard and top up ezlink lor..i didnt know 7 11 can top up ezlink lehz haha yup those are the complicated ones..i love to scan those item tat people buy haha and they got differentiate male and female buyers lor...hmmm

ok...the store manager very motherly lahz..allow us to eat and drink and ya we can drink the soft drinks haha unlimited lor...she told us alot of stories..then there is also uncle Tan and one more uncle lahz...time flew by so fast its 7pm! time to leave...haha maggie was like taking home some food so i join her in the kiasu motion...search for nice food that i think its nice haha in the end i took onli a sandwich lahz..she took more! hehe yup was on my way home...erm it rained lahz haiz...got home and watch tv..eat alot haha aniwae how nice if 7 11 have little customers everyday then i can enjoy....haha but i prefer to be kept busy lahz! To Kevin, 2molo come find me hor haha can play...2molo i am working from 3pm to 11pm, way long long so gona take some pics 2molo then show u people okok hehe hope everything goes well 2molo! tata...

hey...hehe today i woke up at 12pm! wao so late..parents are already back from buying food lor..so nice haha had my lunch then update my ipod with Celest songs haha all her songs from her 3 albums! yup then i proceed to meet Francis at Bishan Junction 8...erm wanted to buy something for my good friends haha like Jiayin or Serene but could not find something suitable haha dun worry lahz i will prepared ur presents...u all too ok hehe yup we walked around..so sian...yup there was pasar malam nearby so we went to see if there is anything nice to eat...oh argh wanted to buy everything lahz..i onli bought a curry puff haha but its nice yummy...those chicken wings were calling out to me to but them hehe hmm i really cant resist fried chicken!

Got back home..juz in time for dinner..oh yup I received a call in the afternoon from someone tat they are hiring me!! haha so happy..hm i will be starting work 2molo!!! haha erm will tell u people the job after i settle down haha...oh i am so happy lahz..cos its the job tat i am in interested in hehe

hm after my dinner then watch tv...love concerige?! hm its nice lor..ok i was damn bored around 10 plus then i started to iron clothes, its becos of tat washer lady who didnt turn up today cos its public holiday so i had to iron my clothes for 2molo..as i iron and iron...i help my brother and my dad iron some clothes too haha its a nice feeling ironing clothes for your family members....supper time! I have been having tonnes of supper lately hehe..today i had chicken wings toasted with chilli padi...hm but not very nice lehz..the chicken taste average..the chilli padi is not hot at all lor..so disappointed! But still, it manage to fill my stomach..duno wat i will be eating later haha anyway let you people jealous hehe cos i can eat without hesitating! ok ok 2molo i am starting work haha anxious hehe ok lahz tata..

hey..merry christmas everyone hehee....ok today went running...oh its been so long since i went running....ran for 6 rounds then cool down and did 20 pull ups yup yup...i realise i haf been eating alot at this festive season lor so must exercise in order to maintain my figure haha i am not tat fat aniwae...but i wanna grow bigger!! I got back home...saw my parents back from Batam...hehe oh my relatives are all coming tonite, all my aunts and uncles...cousins etc..hm yup i slack at home....read I weekly haha while my aunts were there preparing a great feast..i love the salad that my mum made haha full of prawns..and ya there was turkey, log cake etc... eating alot lor..hm yup i watch 'Di xia tie' juz now on scv..its so nice haha

I really duno wats wrong with me these days but i easily get hungry lor..its not the 7th lunar month wat so no reason for me to crave for food...hm i had the remainder turkey for supper then cooked pasta with my brother...its the instant type lahz but it taste damn nice lor...yummy gona buy lots of it to eat haha..eating alot these days hor..gona exercise! yup hm watching tv now..hmmmm read somewhere that Celest Chong is in love with a singer haha rumors lahz...hey i wanna watch Yanzi's concert..any takers??

ok let me say something...i really think tat interest and passion is wat u need in a job! ok but some people says tat interest cannot be eaten..ya i know but i dun mind....different people got different perception but for me, i dun care wat kind of job as long as it interest me, working should be something happy....ok if i dun get the 7.11 job then i will be going to harbourfront mcdonald to work! ya ya some people will say i am crazy...but i think its the best job....flexible hours and so near sentosa! haha i dun care wat people will say lahz yup i am sure Jia yin will support me haha cos ya hehe ok ok tats all hey check out my wishlist!!!!! tata..

hey...hm yesterday went to Glenn's friends BBQ yup....haha his friends are nice lahz....its an all guys thingy haha ok aniwae i was actually late yesterday cos i went for an interview haha...yup i went to a pub at TG pagar hiring waiters...so kevin and i went down for an interview lahz...hm the environment quite nice cos its small yup and there was this pole haha for pole dancing...i can do pole dancing! But that shit manager said we haven completed NS so we cant work...argh i already asked them over the phone about the requirements then now then they say these! stupid made a wasted trip!!!

After that went to suntec to settle some of Kevin's matters then i went to meet Glenn at his friends house...it was so awkward lahz cos i duno them well...yup so i sat there eating and eating...quietly eating or finishing the food heee oh i love the bbq prawns and otah yup drooling....oh they prepared drinks like wine mixed with other juice which appears to be quite nice...yummy luckily they didnt drink beer or such stuff haha..the food was nice but little variety lahz..the ice cream was like melted also...played ice with Glenn, Benson and Derek....yup haha fun lahz kept on pulling other people's shirt and pouring ice in...ok got home around 11 plus...damn tired....

Oh today is Christmas Eve! haha a few more minutes and its Christmas!! heeee here wishing some of my very close friends....Cynthia, Kevin, Caroline, Jiayin, Serene, Yi xiao, Alvin, Shaun, Chris and my 3 sweethearts Glenn, Francis and Andri...MERRY CHRISTMAS!! hehe yup tata...

hey...hm woke up early today...it was sunny so asked Glenn go sentosa...upon reaching, dark clouds surround the sky! argh..hm btw Glenn, you are really very bad luck one lehz....haha as i tot it was gona rain, i didnt really prepare myself, juz sat there while Glenn took off his clothes and haha the sun disappeared follow by dark clouds....we then changed and went to delifrance to sit...drink..stared at people....oh juz then I received a call from Delifrance! haha they asked me down for an interview...i was like shock lahz cos i tot they would not want me....especially they called me onli, they never called Kevin haha...hm we then headed for Bukit panjang plaza for the interview....ok..they asked us to come back one hour later argh..but Glenn and me spent a wonderful time at the library reading magazines haha ya we then headed for delifrance...time soon flew by...and here i am, sitting in front of the manager! well the pay is onli $3.80 per hour and working hours are damn long..8 hours a day, work for 6 days a week argh....i wont haf life lor...but i really like the job nature, it requires me to cook things like beef steak..it is like so fun lahz hm wait, Glenn, can u stop making me laugh...haha the moment the manager went in to get something, we laugh lahz...i admit lahz we look like 2 slackers haha

ok the manager is back..erm they still got to sent me for classes! argh but if i dun take up the job then no one wants me liao lahz...Glenn said dun take up the job....but my family said go for it so i am really confused! well...the manager was damn idoit lahz purposely pick on me said, "when you go for the classes at the HQ, no slippers, no t shirts, no shorts!" haha cannot blame right, i went to sentosa today mahz so dress in such a manner...erm i still got a few days to think over the job...haiz confused...having a headache after taking a nap juz now.....Glenn, thanks for the day lahz...especially on the bus, stop looking at other people lahz...you are so erm haha ok lahz tats all for today tata

hey..hm yup yesterday i had a wonderful dinner with my ex jc classmates..hm Kevin, cynthia, caroline and xinyan...yup we went to seoul garden at jurong point for dinner argh..its damn expensive lahz..anyway we sat down...started eating...i ate lotsa beef and vegetables......really alot haha we started eating around 6 plus till about 9 plus lor...3 hours....haha ate too much....anway its damn fun lahz...i mean there was always laughter...hm i could not stop laughing...well cynthia, kevin and me are always laughing at ourselves ahaha cos our relationship very funny lahz...hm and somemore he was like sitting in front of me! argh...i could not eat with all those laughing...anyway to make cynthia laugh, remember kevin's tissue paper?! hahaha so funny...btw xinyan ate alot lahz...guess u all didnt notice ahaha...caroline oso very bitchy haha...hmm its a wonderful dinner ya..erm cynthia, u know how to get to see the pictures xin yan took?! yup fun fun fun...well Ntu is good but if i can get into any of the university, i will picked ntu ok cynthia...haha ok after that i headed home with kevin....took bus till i wan to die liao..got home at 11.30 yup.....

hm..ok lahz today is another boring day for me... didnt go out today..juz slack at home, think spider webs grow on me liao haha hm but i am looking forward to tonight's tv programme haha got the new season of America's next top model!!! yeah yup ok ok gona watch tv....btw Glenn, tomorrow go sun tann? haha tata

hey..hm yup yesterday I went out wif Kevin and Xiu guang.....we went Sim Lim sq to look at some computer stuff then we headed to bugis to eat...hm nothing much hehe wanted to watch movie but xiu guang dun wan...without realising we were on the train to Boon Lay haha yup sent Xiu guang home lor..then Kevin and me went to Jurong Point to watch The Promise...actually i have been wanting to watch Descent but argh always bad timing ya...ok about The Promise, i think its visual effects are damn cool lor..really amazing lahz but the story is rather too far fetch lor but aniwae its also about a love story like Kingkong! hey as usual lahz we had our moaning thingy haha i really think we are crazy..if you dun think its funny then perhaps u r not my type of people haha yup hm i acompanied Kevin home then took a bus from bukit panjang oh its damn late and the bus was so slow..aniwae thanks to Francis for chatting with me thru out the whole journey haha my phone bill!! Got home and then quickly bath and settle down to watch my sunday vampire show hehee then slept around 2 plus ya tired....

Hm what did i do today....pretty boring haha hm got out of home at noon then met up wif Jian An...we went to immigration haha to renew my passport...hm thinking of going abroad haha ya and yah we got 158 people queueing in front of us crazy rite, so we went to the nearby hawker centre to have desserts haha...hey there is a small shopping paradise up in the upper levels...realise that its quite nice to shop there but prices are abit steep! we went back after an hour but still need to wait....finally our turn...ahaha...actually we wanted to catch a movie Descent..but the timings are all cannot make it one....we went to shaw tower, suntec, marina sq....all dun have haiz so we gave up...instead we went to Esplanade library...hey we can actually book a room at the library then watch dvd or vcd yup yup so cool rite...one hour onli 6 bucks..we book like for 2 hours haha its dark inside like movie ya fun lehz....i got back home around 6 plus then ya watch tv till now.....

Hey sometimes i really think i am destined not to get a job this few months haiz...its really bad luck! I dun cherish any more hopes to get a job..yup no expectations is better than having expectations! Lastly, to a friend..your attitude really puts me off...here i am showing care and concern for you but you actually take it for granted! Perhaps you are tired but the way you treated me over the phone makes me see another person...i mean it makes me feel i do not know you at all...scary ah ya so do cherish things lahz before you lose it! ok ok enough haha tats about it tata..

hey....hm it is the most boring day of my life! oh gosh...i woke up quite early like 9 plus by my mum haha hm she was busy with her preparations for a party so she pull me up to help...hehe but i enjoy....hm after lunch....i really got nothing to do! argh..i was like walking around doing nothing..then i sat down watching duno wat stupid show till i fell asleep on the sofa...next, i was dragging myself into the room and sleeping on the bed...haha really frustrated with wat to do lor..slept and slept from afternoon to evening....then was frightened by the message tone of mine haha it was Jorden...haiz actually wanted to meet him but he took so long to reply so I asked Glenn out....but juz after i called Glenn, Jorden came calling....hm haha tat shows we have fate but no affinity...hehe really sorry Jorden, you really sound so sad lahz when i could not meet you....Sorry!

Aniwae...i met up wif Glenn for dinner...we went to the foodcourt for dinner at marina sq..after which we then started to lazed around lahz..really bored haha yup then Glenn was meeting his friends so there i go...on my way home....anyway thanks to Glenn for acompanying me tonite..its really nice to watch the stars with you...and it was so last minute thingy haha btw there is something funny to share..not say funny but crazy haha hm i pull out the phone book and called a few mcdonalds haha regarding the post for part time floor manager....hm so far i think onli great world city has! gona go for a interview on tue...oh yah people have beeen telling me not to tell those employers that i can onli work for 3 months...but is that fair or right??!! i duno cos i may secure the job but at the expense of cheating people...i dun think this is right lor... so are you for or against me cheating my employers??!! pls tag the answers thanks lahz!!! ok Chris, pls take care of your body! ok tata

hey.....hm today I went sun tanning hehe hm yup i am beginning to enjoy my life..haha doing the things i want! I sun tann....yup i am darker hehe then i also put on my black nail polish yup hm juz on three fingers haha yup abit will do if not it will be very ugly....of course people stared at me but i dun care anymore..... ya when i was on the bus..was so tired that i fall asleep..ya didnt had enough sleep last nite cos...hm ya i onli slept for like 5 hours?! yup hm damn tired...wana go home and rest...actually wanted to go to a ktv pub for interview but could not find the place so nvm... hm damn bored at home...haiz but i am contented...yup today Ministry of Sound open...yup looks quite fun ahz..hehe oh yah forgot to tell you all about KingKong..hm its really touching lahz..the love tat kingkong has for Ann the gal lahz...then the love between Ann and Jack..the most romantic part was how Ann and Jack fall in love...hm so touching..apart from the actions and com tech..its a love story lahz...hehe ok go watch kingkong ok....sad ending haiz oh yah Rainbow Connection ends today too! haiz damn sad lahz to wat happened to YoYo haiz......sad plus sad equals sad! haha ok tata

hey...hm i am really heart broken today....actually there is an interview today but before i could even speak, they tell me that they could not hire me as i could onli work till mar next year...so shit one lor..argh if tat is the case then they should have told me yesterday..instead of asking me come back for an interview today and telling me these crap! stupid..i am really pissed off by them...ok lahz frankly speaking, i went to applied for the manager post at mcdonalds ya i meet their requirement ok....not tat i think too highly of myself...haiz damn sad ok argh cooling down and i will continue to find a job....

Yup i went out with Kevin juz now...haha i was really laughing like mad for tat few hours...as usual lahz we laugh at our common things..then guess wat, we saw Li Jun the superstar ya at Lot 1 lahz....we kept on following her...haha i really like her cos she is tanned and ya haha but i know all my friends dun like her...i think she knew we were stalking her lahz so we stop and went to buy things to drink and eat....yup then there were a few actors..hm very new ones..think they are doing some show or stuff yup then as we were about to go up for our movie...we saw her changing into another outfit....hot shorts lahz...her legs are damn nice lor haha yup...ok enough of her..hm we watched KingKong! yup and the most funniest thing happened in the cinemas!!!!!!! As there was a bunch of youngsters sitting jus next to Kevin, Kevin actually suggested that he could steal popcorn from the guy sitting next to him...his hand slowly crossing over....then as Kevin managed to snatch a piece of popcorn as that guy is watching, that guy actually saw wat he did!!! hahahaha and that guy said: 'I saw it'! I was laughing like hell...Kevin oso haha so funny lahz...tat reaction from that guy was hilarious.....anyway juz wanted to play a trick onli lahz.....so as soon as the show was over...Kevin ask me to leave faster so as not to be embarass haha we continued laughing till he got of the bus and went home........haha

yup....Alvin ask me out so here i flew down to meet him...hm we brought me to a pub by the singpaore river near my house..there is not aircon lor but its those quiet type... ya it was rather hot..he ordered some drinks...which i duno wat they are and i juz drank a little errrrrr weird taste haha....juz chatted about some stuff and he drove me home....ya so i was actually quite sad by the lost of tat job but i spent a wonderful day with my friends so i am happy.....been ages since i laugh tat much hehe ok lahz yup tats all tata

hey...yup i met up with Kevin yesterday to look for job hm all together plus today, totally i filled up 4 application forms hm but i think chances are slim ya haiz wait till i have good news then we celebrate yup...yesterday was fun...hm we went to westmall then to bukit panjiang plaza..well BP plaza has changed alot!! Last time my classmates and i used to go there quite often lor...yup but changed like duno wat lahz....hehe yup Kevin was funny...especially on the bus, you know lahz..you cant possibilily like so loud on the bus right so got to hold your laughter but tat is worse, holding your laughter makes you want to laugh more...so we were laughing away...hm quite admire our bravery for doing such things in public haha so funny.hm long time never laugh till tat way.....ok hm ya thinking of meeting him for movie 2molo i guess yup....lotsa nice movies up recently....oh yah i realise being independent and strong is what i needed today...i went to look for job myself today oh gosh but i really pluck up my courage and holding the best attitude ya and enter the shop and asked! its really not me to do such things...i hesitated but for the sake of my job i need to do this! yup hehe hopefully i get a job soon..i am dying to work haha pls....ok so i do hope to bring you all good news by 2molo! yup to Shaun, i am fine hm i am happy with my present life yup so i dun need anyone...ya thanks for your concern and care of course hehe ok lahz tata...

hey...yup here are my pictures taken at the Grand Copthor.. hotel on the nite of my grad nite and yup i spent a wonderful stay day hehe...hm yup enjoy hehe tata

The longest corridor ever lor...really
The room number haha go buy 4D yup..
inside the room....
haha well it looks kinda cheap but no lor its 5 star

hotel ok haha

hey...hm my eyes are kinda swollen today sob sob...haiz hm i woke up around 9 plus today yet i slept so late last nite like around 2am?! yup but i feel so refresh or should i say i cant sleep haha...hm seriously i am crazy, i woke up and quickly get changed and went out...but i didnt know where to go?! crazy right...hm so i juz asked Shaun to acompany me awhile lahz hm we went to harbourfront...sat down at a cafe and started to spent our time there...i duno what to do but juz lie there..thinking....actually i wanted to go tanning today but i lose interest in tat....ya i actually lose interest in tanning..am i in the right state of mind?! hm after that i decided to head home...i finally miss home....but but but when i came back, it irks me! haiz its sad that someone in the family does not like me...hm this person have been picking on me since well young and i know i cant communicate with this person yet sometimes i felt sorry for her, ya she is my grandma lahz..i duno but i simply cant stand her anymore.....i juz stood there and a drop of tears fell ya really one drop onli...i really wish i can leave home...wanna get into NS soon so tat i can leave my house but still i cant bear to leave my mother and my younger brother, we are so close...i duno who will take care of my mother when i am not around...ya i must admit she is strong and has endless energy but still she need someone to support her

haiz ok yup i decided..i had enough with this kind of life...it bothers me so i will quickly find a job soon by 2molo....hm work would make me forget my troubles.......in the past, studying really can help me alot! when i haf any problems in the past, i would then buried myself in the books but now haiz i really miss studying and those school days....ok ya so i will find a job by 2molo...actually i wanna work at mcdonalds haha ya you people must be thinking i am crazy but hey i really think i will enjoy the job ok....anyway i will search.....i dun wan to think anymore nor miss anymore ok yup good luck to me hehe and lastly i wanna thank Shaun for listening to me today..hm its really nice of you yup....lets go swimming one of these days! kk tats all yup tata

hey...hm i went running today again yup as usual hm after that i juz sat at the stadium...staring into space...ya after that i went to the nearby macdonald hehe that macdonald is damn far...argh i walk very long...but i can say the macdonald outer design is veri nice...if you happen to pass by Queenstown, there is this far east floral ya beside it is the macdonalds...there is a pond and trees so tropical yup..i juz spent my time there eating slowly watching their tv...yup waiting for Alvin to pick me up....

Long waiting and finally he is here..its around 5 plus so we went for dinner at clarke quay yup anyway thanks Alvin for the treat hehe ya so long never see you liao lahz erm since my exams till now?! yup hehe must mit up more often ya ok i had a wonderful stroll along singapore river...hm its breezy, so comfortable...yup its so countryside! Well i must thank Alvin for acompanying me the whole night, it must be very tiring for you erm i really appreciate your kindness ya especially the tissue that you gave me when i was crying juz now hm kinda touched yup but i still must say Sorry to you! Sorry for...erm ya ok got home liao its 10 plus... i think i am burning cos perhaps of the sun...hm ok take care...tata

hey..i am gona slp after this, erm juz wanna say i feel quite lonely at night haha yup seriously i duno how how describe this feeling but its really bad! haiz hm perhaps i am thinking too much haiz i duno wat to do...i feel so empty inside....yup someone save me....hm gona cry on bed later ya probably been watching too much of Rain connection on channel 8 ya its sad lahz to what happened to Yoyo ya if u people have been watching ya...sob..

hey...yup i m back..hm yup went running juz now...oh its a good way to vent out your frustrations...seriously....well my mood was quite good after that haha erm besides acting cute in front of the salesgal when i was buying drinks from the petrol station, i also made myself something to eat juz now..hehe tuna! yummy while i watch my tv....but but but as i was walking towards the com to update my blog, i saw a lizard running across me! I tell i can die from heart attack haha...i was stunned..i stood there for like seconds...didnt know wat to do...i knew the lizard was not there anymore but still i was afraid lahz yucks! ok calming down myself, i dun think anyone is asking me out 2molo haha so gona go running in the afternoon again yup hehe...oh yah somehow i am having a headache plus i think i sprain my finger yup my left thumb hurts...haiz anyway to a very special friend, smoking is bad for health lahz! yup think tats about it tata....

hey...i woke up at 12 plus today aiyo damn late lor..yest nite i slept early lahz haiz...pig! hm ok i am going training later so yup hm haha ya at queenstown stadium....hm stupid weather...argh anyway hehe i feel quite good today but i realise something, hm i do need to keep away from certain people ya those that erm i duno how to say but there are some people which will attracts you...so before i sink deeper into relationships like friends or even lovers, i think its better to keep a distance yup....hehe yup gona run byez

hey...yup i went to look for a job today! haiz as i can only work for 3 months, not one wants me! Lastly i saw an advertisment publish by Poh Kim Vcd shop ya so i called and they asked me down for an interview hm its at bukit timah plaza yup very close to Jorden house hehe i really like the environment there..peaceful yet crowded hm haha contradicting right?! yup its kind of cosy and i like it....ya though the pay is very low but i dun mind...my friend was like so pissed off when i wanted to work there...well he ask me to work in town but seriously i hate town...haha i preferred the countryside..ya different people go after different things yup so you may say i am stubborn but i am only being myself, doing the things that i want...to enjoy myself mahz...ya seriously i really dun mind working as a cleaner or dishwasher because i enjoy it ya i dun understand why people would look down upon these jobs but i really enjoy doing it...simplicity gives me the joy....i dun really care about the pay...i need the interest and the passion for the job...if you ask me to work in sentosa, i tell u..i can work for free! haha yup anyway they will call me in a few days time....if i dun get the job then i will slowly find lor.....

Anyone has jobs to recommend? haha i will consider....hm ya Jorden is sleeping so early today! haha guess you are tired..anyway i am looking forward to my life...i have learnt to take things easily..being contented and thankful with wat i have and be positive! yup hehe oh yah so long never go running liao so 2molo morning i will be going for training then perhaps sentosa?! hehe erm i believe in fate and affinity but i believe more in myself ya life is short, we should live everyday to the fullest! haha so naggy..ok lahz tats all tata

hey..topic is still on monday's grad nite haha yup cos its my first grad nite ok...anyway yup i check into Grand copthor...Hotel on monday afternoon with my friends then actually wanted to explore the place..wanted to go swimming but it rained so we juz stayed in the room and watch tv....yup i got ready...wao lotsa things to do...adjusting my clothes, my hair, my face...yup was already late haha then took a cab down to Meritus Mandarin Hotel..yup saw many familar faces hm met up with Kevin there all lahz then chat and took lotsa pictures hehe yup we went up then got to our seats...oh gosh our table is like so near the front, its like juz directly infront of the stage..and wats more frustating is the seats left are back facing the stage which means i have to turn 180 degrees to see what is happening on the stage haiz yup my neck hurts! Hmm Yummy we had a 8 course dinner....cold dish first then soup then chicken then i forgot liao haha cos i have been busy watching the programme that they organised hmm yup i guess everyone ate very little...haiz quite disappointing cos wat i anticipated was the food haha but all of them is watching so i watch too..but of course i manage to grab abit of every dish but haha not enough lahz!

hey...hm yup juz nice i am free hehe ok star awards right?! hehe hm yup its quite nice hm quite happy with the results hm especially best actress award and top 10 female artise haha yup Rui En got in! hehe damn happy for her..plus Joanna Peh....hm but Dasmond Koh didnt get in lehz haiz yup so its over lahz...hmm but but i really hope Guo Fei Li and Celest Chong can take part in star awards too hehe yup think u people must be saying they are not nice but i like them ok...

yup i am preparing for my grad nite hehe hm gona check in at Grand Copthor..hotel later yup hm boring..haha ok juz now went to buy some snacks and drinks haha most importantly, instant noodles! i cant live without them! yup yup ok ok be back 2molo

hey...hm went out with Jian An today yup juz got back home...its 6 plus now yup...haha blogging so early cos there is nothing to do and afterwards i will be watching tv to way atnight...yup there is star awards today haha yup hm excited about 2molo's grad nite too ya its my first grad nite ok so there is much anticipation....

Hm i duno how much you people understand me but i do think i am 'Diversified' yup u know?! haha erm i react very differently towards different people ya and i have many sides, i mean i have a wide range of characters which probably makes me like acting haha my classmates will know...aniwae i think i know what i want, i want to be myself ya hehe i am striving to be thankful, contented and positive about life. Yup i think one has to be independent and plus the above points then life would be much more happier right?! i guess so... hehe yup ok i will be away from home, be back on tues yup hehe i will be at Grand Copthor.. hotel....haha yup tata oh yah and to yin, i finally know how to put pictures on the net but i didnt follow your method, its so easy ya hm explain to you next time...hehe hopefully i can bring you people pictures of my grad nite hehe

hey....hm today is so so so boring hehe..... hm was lazing at home watching tv all morning then oh yah i went to dye my hair in the afternoon haha yup was actually quite excited but unfortunately, the results was less obvious but the aunite was so nice, love her attitude! haiz its becos of my hair texture, it does not take colour veri easily lor yup!argh..but at least still got something lahz i mean can see the colour lor....aniwae i walk back home ahaha about half an hour lor...didnt know why haha yup but i feel so good walking and eating sour skittles yup i juz love sour food! hm got back home, nothing to do haiz then i watch tv and watch till now! yup tats my life hehe hm simply love my hair now haha cos its short but trendy?! haha everyone says so.....

Oh yah yesterday was quite an interesting day for me...well gone out with kevin and Jian An to buy clothes for the grad nite..yup i am completely broke now...sob ya aniwae kevin was really funny...aiyo didnt see him for so many days and i bet he has lotsa things to tell me! haha yup so long never laugh like yesterday...especially on the bus, it was so crowded that we have to stand facing each other and he kept on cracking jokes to make me laugh so loud haha..oh here is one joke that i simply love,

haha its simply funny ok...hm yup nothing much today....tata

hey....hm today is not quite a day for me yup haiz...hm went to my father's club at seletar, wao its really far! hm my bro and i went swimming....yup it was going to rain so didnt have any feeling to swim...oh yah took a few photos around the club since it was so boring..hm wait till i know how to put pics from my phone to the com and from the com to the blog then can u guys see haha yup but given that i am such a stupid person..nahs dun think i will even know how after learning....

oh yah..i met Shaun juz as i was about to leave....hm chatted with him for awhile then we quickly left...hm got back home...then went to meet serene and GQ for awhile then headed home!

Hm i hate certain kinds of people...really...pls dun let me see these kinds of people, i will get really annoy! I mean, there is always limit to things or jokes..so pls be considerate to other people's feelings! you actually duno how much you have hurt a person ya so pls pls pls dun get so carried away..becareful with words! Next, hm pls respect people yup..in this case, when u show respect to people, people will also show respect back to you yup! And lastly, there is one thing called Pride! It really does not matter if i am being insulted..yup everyone calls me cheap or sluts but as long as u dun harp on it all the time then i think its fine ya...but some people got to emphasis on this all the time, dont you think its tiring?! Does cheap slutty people have no Pride?!

wao...letting off steam..but through these, i realise how strong am i spiritually yup i am not that great a person but at least i have always been trying to be considerate, respectful of people! Actually wanted to called Jordan to tok, but he is busy...aniwae no, i dun wanna tok abt it anymore! 2molo will be a happy day..i wanna be myself...why should i care of wat people say of me..hehe yup tink tink tats all tata