date: Tuesday, December 30, 2008 @ 6:41 AM
hey....hmm looking ahead at 2009 but i still cant resist looking back at 2008....lotsa things happen during the year......yup i remember juz the begining of the year i was still in national service ahaha suffering under the useless hands of many......finally i waited 2 years for this day, ORD day hehe i finally regain my freedom, i do not need to suffer in slience, i do not need to obey useless leaders and i do not need to disobey my principles in life. hmm it do sound serious when u r under that kind of situation when all u can do is to wait n fulfil ur own role, i dun like tat even when something goes wrong, we cant change it just becos we do not haf the power to do so....i juz guess there is something wrong wif the system.....yup i m free......hmmmmm i went on to look for a part time job while i was waiting for university to start sch.....n i got to do sales at adidas both at chinatown OG and citylink.....its my first time doing sales and its not easy.....but i quite enjoy it cos i m such a nice person haha people love my service lo....and it has great satisfactory getting complimented for my good service..........well i also made a great bunch of friends cum collegues hehe they r so nice........i really learn alot during my work experience there....yup then i join my uni freshmen orientation camp.....hmm its kinda fun for young people haha i dun think it suits me lo.....perhaps i m old already.......hehe then finally school starts! well in uni, its quite different la.......my peers told me i would need to adapt to the system.......somehow rushing through the semester, i m really exhausted....my grades are quite ok onli....but i will work harder next sem.......heheee
meanwhile i also moved into uni hostel....eh its a totally new experience living on my own....everything i have to see to it myself....but i kinda enjoy my own little space la...its nice and cosy n ya i have nice people like Karl who would always buy supper for me! stayin in hostel cant live without supper yup.....err it can be quite lonely at times so thanks for Karl for acompanying me....i am glad 2008 i have u.....to go through the ups and downs with me......lastly, the bazaar that i m i charge is gona take place early next year......its my sweat n tears....i started from scatch yup so i pray that all goes well.........
hmm i guess 2008 is a learning year for me......learning to grow up.....learning to be myself.....perhaps due to my resistance to mixed around or curry favour people, i lose out on many opportunities but wat i truly wan is to be true to myself, i can say i dun haf any close friends in uni....i juz haf a few friends that i known for a few years but they r veri veri gd friends.....guess tats enough...yup...hmm hopefully 2009, I can learn to be more contented, learn to be strong, hope i can achieve better results next year....hehee happy new year!
date: Monday, December 29, 2008 @ 9:51 AM
hey....yup enjoying my holidays......recently i went to the zoo wif Karl and his friends.....free entry so go lo......n its been over 10 years since i last visited the zoo.......well the zoo has indeed change alot.....alot for the better la, there are now many food outlets there......we walked around and we saw the notorious white tiger haha...n hey it really arouse a sense of fear in you as in i duno how to explain but when u see the white tiger, u will be scared of the unknown yup.........i also went to see the penguins and polar bear....so cute la.......we also watch the elephant show......but my favourite was of course the kidz world!! haha i remember 10 years ago when i visited the zoo, the most memorable thing was the kidz world as it had lotsa playground and many cute little animals.......but now, dun haf le.......haiz change le....there is now a water theme park for kidz which i almost wanted to go down to play water oso haha.......then there is KFC n gone....no more as in where is my little chicks n deers?? the feelin is kinda lost ah......yeap we got up so early like 8am to go to the zoo.....spent the whole day there loooking at animals, oh yah we also went to the butterfly park which butterflies fly all over u.....damn coool hehe....yeap the entire day is veri draining, yup took alot of pictures too.............but something took me off as in i was completely engross in it or taken to somewhere esle by it, it is the reservior and the clouds and the sky....the whole picture is soooo out of nowhere....i cant explain but i m truly touched by such a scene....its so nice to embrace such beautiful sight.....yup i am always longing for a peace of mind....yeap long day haha tired...................................
hmm ok juz last sunday, i went wif Weijie to again Marina barage......hehee that time we didnt had a camera to take nice nice pictures so this time round we brought one n the sun was blazingly hot....ya la hot enough to sun tann liao.....anyway its camwhore time hehe.....hey marina barage is damn nice to take pictures u know.....the scene is beautiful.....especially the grass patch on top...it so carefree kind of feeling...we took pictures jumping around haha cos there was this guy who was also posing jumping here n there so we follow n the pictures come out quite nice haha...weijie also say next time must take more of such jumping photos......haha hm the sun was great n the green pasture makes it even more alluring as if it is glowing.....i like the feeling, sitting upon the grass patch, looking up above the blue sky n the white clouds, enjoying the breeze n the sun.....thinking of nothing esle....peace of mind....yup we also went to the fountain areas where many kids were playing water there.....haha we took offf our shoes n slip into the water too...haha we are like big kidz.....anyway we really took lotsa nice n artistic photos hehee waiting to upload......hmmm after tat as usual went shopping at cityhall......n roaming around.....arghh everywhere is havin sale while i m broke....haiz....hmm today went to find Karl, he is leaving 2ml for malaysia....haiz hate to say good bye but he will be back....i will take care of the hamsters....haha yeap the year is almost coming to an end........gosh its soooo fast...........dotz
date: Sunday, December 21, 2008 @ 9:48 AM
hey.....2008 coming towards an end.... again i would like to share top 5 albums of the year....
1) Rui En - United Nations
2) Renee Chen - Miracles
3) Dai Ai Ling - Angel Wings
4) Evan Yo - Search Evan Yo
5) Elva Hsiao - 3 Faced Elva
Yeap this 5 albums are my favourites.....especially Rui En, cos i waited 6 years for her.....n oso Renee.....i waited 5 years for her.....yup yup
date: Wednesday, December 17, 2008 @ 7:29 AM
How to love that deem complete?
How to love that will last forever?
Forgive me,
I dun wish to follow others.
I dun know how to act loving dovey,
its just not me.
How to love that touches you?
How to love that will not hurt others?
Perhaps I dun really understand love.
But forgive me,
I really dun wish to follow others.
date: @ 7:05 AM
hey....yup been rather busy these holidays cos there is simply lotsa gatherings.....haha spending alot recently...i m really broke this time round......not that i dun have money but i dun wanna eat into my savings, i juz need to limit myself yeap....hmm recently went out wif my primary school best friends Guoquan, Jiayin, Xinhui and Serene.......yup its actually the first time we r mitin so early...11am!!! haha and yes as usual everyone is late.....haiz anyway we went to sing Kbox.....haha n everyone says my singing improve haha ya la secretly practice at home wahaha! yup the kbox lunch package includes lunch too...their lunch not too bad la.....and the best singer is still Xinhui....haha
after kbox, having no where to go, we then decided to help GQ find a wallet for his friend...its so difficult....i mean we really tried many many high end branded stores...and its kind of tiring but it makes me wonder why so many ppl will spent the kind of money on high end brands products? yes, i dun deny the high quality finished goods but in my opinion, being clad in high end products does not really make you one high end product of the society nor does it makes you especially good looking........i prefer seeking something that suits my taste, something that can show my personality, its true that ur dressing reveals who u r and ur personality.....i wanna show who i am through my way of dressing and it defintitely does not involve brands like Gucci or LV yup simple cheap things can also bring out high end fashion, i think the most important thing is to find your personality and where you really stand...............no point showing off what branded you have....cos in my eyes, they are nothing. well this is again my own opinion! hehee...
yeap Gq finally bought his stuff and he headed to Serene's house..so long nv go there le.....and we saw her mum........haha we were really scare of her cos it was believed that her mum would chase after us with her chopper! haha but she didnt...in fact she was nice......hehe we went to the poolside.....Gq had to leave early so we went to Great world city to have dinner........n yes i have to listen to 3 women talking abt boyfriends...........haha anyway it was nice getting together again.......we also took alot of pictures......heeee
date: Thursday, December 04, 2008 @ 9:13 AM
hey......finally after the exams.....yeah.......eh..yup some updates........Rui En's album is out now at all cd ramas.......pls go get 1............n yup me n weijie went to attend Rui En's autograph session at suntec city......damn fun......she is so........pretty? haha hmm exams are over at last after abt 4 mths of torture.....but i think when the results are out, i will eventually die......haha yeap moving out of my hostel for the holidays.......tiring......hmm yup i can now do watever i like......hehe well this short break is for me to recharge........i wanna sun tann......run!......slack.....dream.....shopping.....eat........everything! heheeeeee..............well some thoughts recently, hmmm perhaps its juz me la as in does one really needs manymany friends? i dun believe in quatity...i believe in quality.....tats why i have onli these few friends around me but tats enough.....i m happy wif tat.......in some sense, people are always seeking for more, more money, more parties, more fun........well i choose to believe in doing things tat will really make u happy...happy into the heart n not juz by the surface......i dun need all these seriously.......hm maybe i m contented wif a simple life, returning to as simple as possible.........I hope people around me understand tat.....n the kind of person i m......yeap n if u dun agree then its ur business.......i am myself.....
