date: Monday, November 27, 2006 @ 11:12 PM
hey..yup i m freaking tired n worn out...book out yesterday then went for dinner with Star and the others....haha we had much fun at northpoint... anyway my foot is rotting lahz shit so Star recommended me some medicine....yup after tat i went to mit Serene...we decided to study overnite at airport so ya went to take bus there...long journey...hm we settle down at Mac....Serene study her notes while i read my magazine n story book....occasionally we will break into laughters lahz...haha the usual us.....well its pretty bored so i went to the viewing mall to see planes...haha ok its damn cold too in the airport...we were like sharing one jacket haha...but time pass by quite fast....yup we had much fun studying together haha....its damn crazy idea lahz to study overnite at airport but tats wat we always do....btw there are people who oso sat overnite....then they r like chatting..kinda relax so its not a bad idea to chill out at airport late atnight...haha kinda cool....hm yup we could not take it anymore...damn tired...at least she slept for like 2 days...n i didnt had any slp for the past few days lahz....argh..i wanna die liao...hm Jac wanna come fetch me home but he was busy with his exams too....hehe anyway we took a cab back to NUS PGP....i wanna take back my marcoroni tat i left with her tat time....haha n i decided i must stay in pgp hostel haha tats my next goal!! yup went back home to slp.....oh ya btw the project superstar Mag Yang was voted out....damn sad for her cos i think she is the most outstanding one...all my friends oso like her lahz...wah lao its like she is out n nth more to see liao! Thanks to Sgt Weiming, haha he never fails to bring me, Star n Lionel to Eastern Guardroom...its veri slack there n its like our heaven haha yup enjoy doing my duty with them....hehe yup tata
date: Saturday, November 25, 2006 @ 7:53 AM
Its painful....
The hands tat I once held left me,
plunge into deep misery.
It is these people tat made me suffer,
tat made me disappointed in life,
they made me felt dirty,
useless and self degrading!
Perhaps all hopes haf been lost,
I no longer believe in Love.
These period of self degrading,
Do you think I enjoy it?!
As hard as I tried,
but you people just toy with it.
I have lose myself,
I can never turn back.
....
You once gave me Love,
but you took it away.
You people destroy my life,
You made me suffer like hell.
....
Just how long can 2 person be in love?
Does True Love really exist?
Still afraid of being alone,
still afraid of disappointment.
....
Forget it,
I am used to it,
I no long wish to take or give Love.
I just wan to lead a simple life
I wish I can forget the past.
....
Today,
this friend gave me a fright.
The sudden grab of my hand,
the long lost feeling came back,
Can I embrace it again?!
Can someone rescue me from misery?
I continue to submerged in my tears.
date: Friday, November 24, 2006 @ 8:59 AM
hey...ok hm something or an accident happened to me...erm its all becos of YOU....ya i duno wat to say lahz...its really sick! Those who wanna know perhaps come n ask me lahz...sad...sobz...
ok...well me up with Serene in the afternoon...haha actually we wanted to go study but as usual we ended up watching movies n shopping....btw uni is having exams...so all the best to those having exams...ya Serene is upset that she didnt complete her paper...cos she stomachache haha...anyway we went PS to watch '9.56' ...arr its quite scary lahz...but dun really understand the story..its like every nite at 9.56pm people in this building will die...sort stuff lahz but its atnite rite so it should be '22.56' and not '9.56' lor haha as usual the ghost has long hair...haha sadako look alike.....yup after movie we went to tat $2 jap shop to shop...i bought a mug haha Serene bought lotsa stuff for her hostel lahz...ya then we went to Heeren....went to buy cds...i bought 'Step up' the movie sound track for her and Evan Yo's cd for me...nice nice..oh ya i finally bought my cross chain at 77th street....yup love it cos its blink blink...haha then went to haf dinner at paragon Thai Express....we were all starving lahz....cold and hungry...haha and we still had to queue up..anyway we had alot to chat about so time seems to flew past...i notice that we would order the same food as before...haha yup tats us.....then we went to Wisma.....shop here and there....i bought shirts again...haiz spent much today....i m broke for the month....but i really had fun today....though we didnt study but mon nite ok......i will try to forget those unhappy stuff lahz ya...tats my day tired...worn out from those walking....heee tata
date: Thursday, November 23, 2006 @ 8:01 PM
hey...hm woke up today then went to Queenstown swimming pool to sun tann....the sun is damn big lahz but soon black clouds came so didnt tann much onli for an hour..then went back home....well my brother was actually planning to go to my Father's country club lahz...wah lao i didnt know....so i still tag along....haha went there to swim and sun tann.......hm yup haha i spend like the whole day under the sun and ya i m significant darker yeah...okok gtg...going out tonite....tata
date: Wednesday, November 22, 2006 @ 11:29 PM
hey..yup juz got back home today....well gona enjoy my leave....actually quite alot of things happen in camp this time...1st is due to wat Winson said....hm nothing much to comment about.....then there is the COC parade..we were the GOH....oh my god actually everything was perfect then the last part which we were about to march off, the band n us could not coordinate well then all of us went on different legs...i mean march with different legs damn obvious lor then we were really sad by wat happen cos we really train damn hard for this parade anyway the RSM said its ok we did our best etc.....but its really a pity.....haha well while we were standing for 30 mins without any movement while waiting for the VIPs and the new base com...there is one indian lady who was suppose to be in charge of taking photos then she started running to another location...well its freaking funny from the way she ran....haha really and myter was like making me laugh as he was standing beside me...i almost cant make it lor....i was like holding my laughter like hell...haha well at least we get to feast at the reception with all the 3 crabs, 1 star general there....wah...hehe ok duty was damn tough cos not enough people....but me and starion still had much fun...hm Sgt weiming was damn nice to me at Eastern guardroom....haha Lionel too....i still remember how we played during duty at midnight.....and of course got to thank Vincent for helping my massage my back while i got a stiff neck from slp....yup really enjoy doing duty wif them...i really had fun especially with the mac party..yup....and Dominic Sir, i wont forget how i use to tease u haha yup u r leaving our shift but we will miss u...hehe yup tats my life in camp.... hehe tata
date: Sunday, November 19, 2006 @ 4:40 PM
hey...yup woke up today at 1 plus hm slept at 3 plus yesterday...damn sian....anyway prepare my stuff for 2molo's parade....shine my boots..wash my sling..iron my uniform...haha and taking pictures! hehe seldom get to wear No. 1 mahz so must take pictures lor....well i haf upload the picture onto my friendster ya...haha hm later i m gona feast myself haha going to eat buffet dinner with my family...family gathering for my grandma birthday....yup i haven ate good food for like so long lor..i m like a hungry ghost haha tats wat Starion says too....my best camp mate....btw there is a new song by Yang Nai Wen tat is damn nicee....i haven buy cds in a long time so gona buy haha...okok duno wat more to say...well nesxt week i m on leave...gona sun tann...shopping..hang out...movies...yup...haha
date: @ 2:18 AM
hey..yeah i went sun tanning today....haha hey today's sun is damn big lahz...super hot lor...yup damn happy cos i haf became so white lor...everyone says so haiz so gota tann.....at last today can tann... anyway went shopping at Topman today haha bought 2 tees....well gota save money cos i m gona buy new phone haha.....went back home...slack...then went to meet Vernon after dinner...hey gota say sori to Serene cos i wanted to mit her in the 1st place then i went to mit Vernon haha so ya sori to her lor....ya tats my day....hm again i saw many ugly sighs today....unfortunate people...hm felt really sad for these people really...i saw a young gal on wheel chair on her way back home..but she looks strong to me i mean spirtually...yup....hm perhaps one can onli find new hopes n strength when they are at their lowest...yup yup oh on leave again next week ahaha yup tats abt it tata...
date: Friday, November 17, 2006 @ 10:13 PM
I hate You
But I love You
I am stuck wif You!
hey...i m back...hmm damn tired....these few days really busy rehearsing for the parade which will be next monday....hm so far so good...i began to realise that being in GOH isit tat bad lahz.....ya i am one of the Guards Of Honour ok....haha yup i m taking leave next week again....really need a break lor..these 2 weeks really can die lahz..more pics will be posted up onto my friendster...... splashwithchad@hotmail.com ok yup
date: Monday, November 13, 2006 @ 10:08 PM
hey i am back....hm today went back for rehearsal lor...damn tired...been standing the whole day...haiz anyway damn bored...and sian...i juz feel like sleeping lahz....really beat...2molo there is rehearsal again...argh...btw i had a heart to heart chat with Lionel....hm he is really sad case lor...i think something happened to him before tats why he is veri pessimistic about life....plus he has sleeping disorder lor...sad rite hm but i still believe there is hope in this world yup cos someone made my day shine again! ahaha
date: Sunday, November 12, 2006 @ 11:32 PM
hey...yup today got back home...2molo got to be back camp damn early haiz...damn tired...hm today went to watch movie with Serene...we watch 'Step Up'....yeah its really nice....and romantic love story and their dances are damn nice....love it lahz...haha Serene and i wanna learn dancing!!! ok then i went to look for Jimmy at IMM....yup then got back home rather late....damn sian...Winson got to book in 2molo so i am damn bored...no one to acompany me....argh...shit life....life sux....this week really tiring...haiz
date: Thursday, November 09, 2006 @ 9:02 PM
hey....yup end of my leave....haiz well the army market is open already yup....actually wanted to meet Serene to study midnite...but was meeting Ben before tat...hm went wif him to eat supper at cineleisure....as it was really late liao so we called off the study programme...hm cos today gota be at camp early so yesterday nite went to Winson's place to sleep..his sister kinda funny lor haha anyway his place quite nice to slp.....damn tired lor...really dun feel like going back camp and i was almost late lor...anyway today's drill rehearsal quite ok lor...but as we haf to wear gloves...its damn slippery lor....my god...but lucky today didnt kena any scolding frm my RSM haha all the previous trainings i will automatic get scolding from him lor...yup yup today quite fun....haiz more rehearsal coming up so going to get busy lor btw i sort out some thinking yesterday...hm this world is actually veri ugly....there are poor people, there are old helpless people, there are people who are born less fortunate than other people, there are people with veri ugly hearts, there are sad and lonely people around, there are selfish people around.....but when i saw the sun shining onto this world...i feel there is still tat little hope and sunshine....hm hope i m rite....hehe at least someone made my day happy today....
date: Tuesday, November 07, 2006 @ 11:09 PM
hey....yup been studying with Serene these 2 days...yesterday was at Great world City...hm sat there for hours at the Mac then haha as usual we decided to idle and went to watch movie haha oh we watch 'An Inconvenient Truth'....oh my god i tot it was a very interesting show lor like 'The Day After 2molo' those kind ya but i am wrong!!! haiz the whole movie is like a lecturer talking to his students about global warming....ya and its all like talking non stop and they even show so much statistics haha no wonder Serene fell asleep in the middle of the show..i almost fell asleep too...and i realise all the audience are either working ppl or foreigners haha really hor i m so disappointed lor...tot it was nice but the movie is good as it sent out a message for us to save earth ok yup pray for earth ya....
ok today...meet Serene at NUS today damn early at 12 plus..i cant even sleep more....hm met up at uni hall there...we sat at the cafe and study....then we move to PGP..my dream hostel ya then we study there...whole day argh quite tired yup study till evening then i went bak home....watch tv...hehe argh damn bored!!!
date: Sunday, November 05, 2006 @ 8:29 PM
hey...wah i slept quite late last nite...around 3 plus lor...hm woke up at 1 plus today haha....then watch some tv...hm sian then went to meet Henry at taka kino....he was searching for some books lahz...then went to library too....didnt stay long as he was meeting his friend....hm so i went to great world city....hey suddenly felt so happy to shop at the supermarket..haha hm shop around looking for wat to buy....hehe btw i saw one Star idol finalist...he was with a guy and they r like shopping for groceries lahz ahaha so gay lahz.....anyway gota go back camp 2nite...2molo got rehearsal for a stupid parade...haiz well got to do my best...leave is on haha enjoy.....oh yah the last episode of 'An Enchanted Life' is damn nice and touching....in the end fiona xie went mad lahz then she also repented haiz...sad lahz...hm i came across this keychain and on top it says...
Whenever u smile,
u laugh,
u cry,
u upset,
u sick,
u angry,
I love u becos tats u
date: @ 2:22 AM
hey...yup i m on leave now...yeah anyway went out on fri nite wif Jerry Vincent...Royve they all.....hm went to haf dinner at 'lao pa sha' yup we order lotsa food....lotsa satay hehe then we walk to clarke quay...yup lotsa bars and pubs then we decided for Hooters...erm the waitress r all filipino lor haha we were discussing about them....well yup didnt drink much lahz.....but got high lor....haha enjoy myself lahz...
hm...well today went to a talk with Serene....its about new york university talk....serene is thinking about transferring...but i feel tat she should continue with her studies in singapore if not wasted rite?! haha yup then we went Great world city to watch movie...argh i wanna watch 'The inconvenient truth'.....but she dun wan so we watch 'The Grudge 2' haha oh its damn scary lor...in the end everyone died.....haiz anyway its much better than the japanese onees....yup after tat then went home liao...tired lahz.....yup hm i read a book today....whether a day is good or bad depends on how u look at it....so i had a great day....and more great days ahead haha yup tats about it tata
