date: Thursday, October 21, 2010 @ 2:48 AM
hmm was realli heart broken yesterday,
i know i dun mean a thing to u now
but i still hope sometimes u would just care for me,
ask abt me
but u never....
yes, perhaps in the past i took things for granted,
but now i cherish every moment wif u,
then i thought, why hold on to something that u doesnt wan anymore.
all these while,
all these things i did for u,
i never regret doin it
juz hope that u r happy,
but i guess u juz took my concern for granted.
i called u,
there were many things i wanna tell u,
i wanna ask abt how ur life is,
but u sounded like u dun realli wan to tok to me...
perhaps i think too much
but it realli pains my heart when i m holding so tight onto our memories,
you r letting it go.
yes u r happy wif ur own life,
perhaps i m juz a disturbance to ur life,
sorry for being such a bother.
i juz wonder why i m so foolish
its been so long and i am living in pain everyday,
why is it like tat?
it only points to 1 thing, i love u
i know what i should do
take care.
date: Thursday, October 14, 2010 @ 10:46 AM
hmm duno why but everytime i am out shopping,
i would always think of buying things for u,
it is the same as the past,
am glad u like it.....
i still know your size....
that day passin u the stuff,
suddenly felt the once familiar love that we shared,
i helped u to put ur things into ur bag,
i feed u things to eat....
its realli something that i cherish alot...
hmm today i actually forgot to return my lib bks...
its frm national lib near my hse so i quickly went to return in the late nite....
i was realli freak out by the suddenly movement of things on the floor,
realli afraid of cockroaches.....
as i was panicking....
i called u, hmm u were slping...
i duno why i called u but i wanted to tok to u to divert my attention away frm those things
i guess u still haven step out of my life..
i still miss u....
date: Thursday, October 07, 2010 @ 10:30 AM
dear.....
had dinner wif u the other day,
it was a simple dinner yet full of memories,
full of happiness,
at least to me.
talkin abt fate,
i still remember there was this time in sch when i was sitting on the bus A2,
and u juz came out of computing,
our eyes interlock,
its amazing,
funny as it can be too....
its fate that brought us together, i believed.
Been busy wif reports recently,
suddenly thought tat i haven been blogging,
it seems that thru this blog,
i am able to talk to u.
i miss u......
sometimes i juz wish we could get back together,
perhaps deep in my heart i haven once gave up on us,
but seeing how well u r getting on...
i think i m redundant in ur life,
u dun nid me in ur life anymore,
i juz hope tat u n ur loved ones stay healthy n happy.
