date: Sunday, July 30, 2006 @ 1:42 AM
When someone lies on one's shoulder,
both hearts are connected,
both can hear the heart beats,
both knows what is going on in the minds,
tats love.
hey....hm watch 'lady in the water' yesterday nitez....damn nice haha haiz today quite sian....finally can go shopping with Serene..yeah we went topshop..spent a bomb lor...shit i m broke....then bought kester's present too..haiz really poor now so i must really cut back on spending!! hm met up wif Jia yin and her friend later then went shopping...after tat went to kester's birthday gathering....its at Settlers cafe..hm quite fun...lotsa board games to play...yup fun haha ok so tats for this week....well i am looking forward to sept 13!!! Wish tat day arrive faster....btw my birthday is coming haha so my wish list will be up soon ok haha yup tata
date: Monday, July 17, 2006 @ 10:28 PM
hey..haiz back at home...have never been sick so long and so torturing.....my fever lasted for 5 days...and i have been vomiting like evrything i eat..haiz then today i have been torture my the camp doctor..the medics tired to draw my blood but they cant...ended up i needed to bear with 6 times needles poking into me...crazy rite 1st time cant then 2nd time cant then on and on...my arms all full of holes liao lor...torturing but lucky they allow me to go home and rest haha...yup so been resting..oh yah the 'Love @ 0 degrees' nice haha yup tats about it tata
date: Sunday, July 09, 2006 @ 8:29 PM
hey...think i am breaking down mentally...needed someone to tok to but aiyo too late liao cos i am booking in already..haiz...i am tired, really tired...exhausted....yet i haf to put on a brave front...i dun understand why i haf become like tat...i dun like it too...i wanna be happy but i juz cant...juz why dun i haf control over my life?! hm there are many things which i haf always kept to myself...i hate my life....the past memories kept on coming back...the past 3 weeks juz flew past and i didnt had the time to reflect....i am actually in misery for tat 3 weeks...i duno how long i can hold on...but i am thankful i haf someone to support me...yup
date: @ 1:33 AM
Sometimes I will be in a daze
tats why I dun smile.
Too many people around me,
I feel uneasy.
Thinking of myself,
I dun understand me.
What sort of person should i be?
.........
I juz wanna live my life easy,
it doesnt matter if everyone likes me.
Its confusing but i am fine,
I can be happy at this minute
but the next minute i may be sad,
tats me...nothing weird!
........
Love to laugh, not tat caring to people
but tat doesnt mean i cant love.
Cared about my appearence
but I hate criticism.
Only I knows how to appreciate myself.
........
Never up to something
but people thinks i am weird,
I love my the other half
but they are always suffering becos of me.
Enjoy loneliness yet desire for someone to care for me,
I juz wannna be myself!
hey...yup yup watch 'The Recycle' yesterday nitez wif Kester and his friends....erm didnt like the movie cos its not scary, its like animated show...yup not appealing to me! anyway came back home today, tired...settle my clothes stuff and then i fell asleeep haha slept for the whole afternoon...then got up around 6 plus to get ready for my cousin's wedding...it was held at swissotel raffles city there...its quite grand lor...i simply love the lights in the ballroom...its special in a way and the whole ball room was like so romantic..the dishes was nice...haha good food eh...the bride was really pretty...haha she look like the mediacorp actress ling li?! ya something like tat lahz...hm haha feel like getting married haha i think soon lahz....wahaha yup training was tough last week....haiz sick and tired of my life ya there are some people which better dun let me see outside lor...or esle haha ya btw Tong En's new album damn nice hehe ok tats about it...i wanna juz be myself...tata
date: Sunday, July 02, 2006 @ 1:53 AM
hey...hm someone said that as a chapter of your life closes, a new chapter begins...you will start to miss the old chapters...well life is like tat so cherish wat u haf....
hm yup book out today...erm haha my ippt results improve ok... Alvin came to pick me up from camp...haha how nice rite...yup then we went sun tanning together...hm lucky not many people were at the pool ya damn nice lor the sun today....and there were some people which we can gosssip about...anyway got home then slack awhile before i go and meet serene..haha she waited very long lor..anway thanks to her for buying for me choc, and stuff haha yup then met up with Kester..we went to eat suki sushi..so full haha...we went to suntec and there was midnite shopping so everywhere was having sale...but i juzbought a black shorts...haha nothing much to buy...oh yah Kester lost his wallet haiz..damn sad..i understand the pain lor cos i lose many things before remember?! haiz sad sad yup so long day...sian and tired ok tats it tata
