date: Friday, January 09, 2009 @ 9:22 PM
Do you take me for granted?
Perhaps I am not part of your life.
Am I deceiving myself?
I know I should not ask for much,
but I still long for your warmth,
I still prefer the old you.
My heart bleeds and bleeds
but will anyone understand the agony I am in?
date: Wednesday, January 07, 2009 @ 7:02 AM
I remembered Love isit possession.....
but somehow I felt things were begining to take for granted.
I guess I have really fallen in love this time,
to give without take,
I just want you to be happy,
simple as that,
even if it means sacrificing my happiness.
8 months,
I thought wow its a nice number,
but will it goes on?
for how long?
When you were away,
I felt so emptied,
as if losing all directions.
I look upon the day you return,
so much emotions filled my heart
yet I didnt had the courage to bring it up.
My feelings,
my love were taken for granted,
in this instance,
I felt so insecure,
I wonder who is really truly being true to me?
or is this all an act?
I am confused,
I am hurt by my past
but does anyone knows?
I do not wish to be hurt again.
I wonder who can ride me out of my past,
to ease my heart?
I know its tiring
but isit it all about love.
One thing I know,
I still love you.
