hey...hm went swimming at my father's club today...erm actually i cant swim haha but i am seriously learning ok! yup i went there to practice...hm there are some children there playing water argh so must act a bit lahz haha aniwae i made some progress today..haha yup i am able to swim further now..around 10 metres?! haha yup still practicing very hard...well if you people knows how to trap water, can u tell me how? cos i cant figure it out!! ok..i went with my brother lahz and of course he can swim so he is there mocking at me....yup spent the whole afternoon there...as its raining and haha getting boring yup so showered and got ready...sat down at the cafe and juz do nothing! hehe oh yah got to know this guy who is also there...hm his parents had something on so he was at the swimming pool side reading while sun tanning but there was no sun haha...his name is Shaun yup so nice to meet you ahz...haiz realise we were all without parents at our side at that point in time...

Came back...hm had dinner then watch tv....well love the shopping programme on channel 8 hosted by brian wong and pat mok..haha its so funny! aniwae did a piece of chinese 'san wen' for Jian An...hm wao so long never write chinese liao aniwae my chinese is still as powerful as before haha yup ok ok tats all yup tata

hey...hm yup today is another boring day! went out for lunch with my parents ya hm came back home...not knowing wat to do..then went out with my bro! haha so unusual ya then he went out to play whereas i went to take bus...haha acompanied by my ipod...well hm thought thru many things ya! got back....really nothing to do then watch tv....eat....rest haha much like a pig!

well..gona wish Andri a smooth journey....hehe he is going to aussie 2molo and wont be back till jan! oh how nice... spenting christmas and new year there..haiz poor me!

Well....i oso realise something...haha actually Jorden and me knew the same person! yup haiz...aniwae this person sucks! ok..yup we chatted till quite late last nite...hehe but Jorden, you still had a good nite sleep right?! haha oh aniwae ya tok about lotsa stuff....but dun worry, your secrets are safe with me!

ok...yup tats about it...yup byez..tata

hey...haiz the weather really makes me sick! Actually wanted to go training but the weather turns out to be a demon..slowly devouring my energy haha ok so i actually lazed on my bed till about 1 plus!!! ya then i got up and get ready to visit my teacher. Yup mdm Chan invited all the CLA students to her house at bukit batok...hehe arrive there wif kevin...we 2 were late so we took a cab to her house...haha hey seriously, her house is like damn nice lahz...condo plus as she is staying at level 1, her house got garden! mdm Chan's house decor is simple yet elegant hmm nice....we sat down around a bunch of gals haha we were the onli guys ok....oh no i should say only 2 butches...haha we ate, actually only me was eating hehe the rest of them were watching tv..singing...me and kevin were like laughing at them lahz ya laughing at their changes......

Well....we stayed for a while...then all of us left..i never spoke to Huiyu ya hm haha mdm
Chan is so nice...guess the onli teachers tat are good and caring to students are the chinese teachers...mdm Zhang oso like tat...then Miss Lim next week inviting us to her house too..hm bunch of nice chinese teachers..wanna be like them haha

ok...walk around westmall wif Kevin after we left mdm Chan's house...had dinner then headed home...haiz the weather sucks....but i still had ice cream in my aircon room haha crazy rite..well i am going on diet 2molo! haha ya FATS, pls stay away from me..and Sun, pls come on out ya... hm ok today...Jorden called me twice yup for a chat..juz wan to tell him be happy haha ok hopefully 2molo, the sun is coming out so tat i can have my training..my spirits will be higher haha yup...hm suddenly realise my arms are beautiful...haha like dark and lean..well i am disgusted by those big macho guys...its damn erm...ya haha ok tats about it..hehe tata

hey...hm the past few days have been quite rush haha yup...hm began my training yup and ya the first thing i wana do after my exams is to sun tann so fri went to tann hehe hm yup juz wanna find a kind of feeling..tat is sitting by the beach doing nothing, enjoying the sun..the sea the sand..and the quietness...yup tats wat i want at times hmm i really want peace!

Well i went to watch Harry Potter on sat, originally i didnt think it was nice so i didnt change the first few episodes but after watching it hm i can really say its truely amazing haha yup nice lahz and right now, i wanna watch Emily Rose! argh....

Sun went to acompany Jian An to study....i was enjoying myself by looking at people..lazing on the table...guess i really enjoy doing nothing! hm yup we had dinner at 1 restaurant at clarke quay...hm its nice lahz hehe got the 'home' feeling.....

haiz i was not myself these few days...duno why, hm raking up the past lor...thinking of the past...ya i have been crying since i read this person's blog again hm becos of our relationship...we are not friends yet not couple...we didnt had a good ending like wat fairy tales said...instead it was bitter yup i dun like this person anymore but perhaps juz wanna know how this person is doing....but reminded of the past we had...ya tears flow

Yup trying to be strong here...well i really lost the meaning of life! hm i really miss studying ya seriously...i even feel a little guilty of not studying hm really miss the school days....haha ok i am now busy searching for jobs, searching for travel info, training, tanning, swimming, looking for outfit for my grad nite...haha yup i am really stress over money issues! hey people, stop thinking i am rich, i am not...i am really troubled over $! haiz think the best solution is to quickly get a job...

ok..today i went shopping again! argh always spending but not bringing in $, hehe hey i bough Dominique Cai Shi Yun's cd yup nice....clothes again....hm went to find yixiao today....we had a chat..well hm she thinks tat she has changed..ya evryone change lor so cheer up and pls quit smoking! haha yup tats about it hm ask me out guys? haha ya tata

hey....hehe oh its been so long since i blog the last time yup exams are finally over! hm let me tell you guys what happened to me for the last 10 days! well i was really busy preparing for exams and i realise that i cant really study at home anymore..i need to get out of my house ..find somewhere with aircon to study! yup spent most of my time studying with Jian An and serene!

Well physical geo paper is quite ok...hehe but...haiz Gp was really argh difficult?! hm yup and i can tell you Econs paper 1 2 3 are the hardest econs paper i have ever seen! really..cynthia, you must see the question..hm human geo paper was also a killer..oh died hm chinese lit was also veri tough...so how?! hm anyway i did my best ya hmm...

yup today was the last day of my exams....everyone in the class was cheering hehe hm went with Asraf, jx, xiuguang and kevin to orchard shopping haha yup prom nite coming liao haiz but still duno what to wear..i dun have any inspirations! we walk till around 2pm then kevin and xuguang wanted to leave then i went back home too....yup met up with Jian An haha yup we headed to raffles place for erm...some talks yup haiz actually wanted to go shopping at bugis but we do not have enough time so he went to work while i went home..

hm hehe yup years have pass and finally i am done with my A levels hehe hm but somehow i feel unease erm duno why leh...perhaps my state of mind is still on the exams..worrrying tat i might do badly...has this feeling that something bad might happen...hm anyway i dun really dare to expect much..juz enough to get into uni then its fine liao....haiz...yup i should enjoy myself for these coming weeks and hopefully can find a job..ya hehe hm relaxing.....oh yah a big thankyou to my friends that have encourage me throughout this period, you know who you are hehe..yup tats all for today hehe be back really soon tata

hey.....hm went to serene's hostel that day..hm it is really nice lor like condo like tat haha hm really want to stay there next time...so the hostel has motivated me to really work hard hehe aniwae i think i have done my best, doing what that i can....hm ya still got 12 days more then its over...hehe yup so think tats all ya tata

hey...hehe yup today i spent the whole studying again at home...hm oh was quite upset with the results of the golden melody awards haiz...will tok about these when i am more updated yup hm hehe oh yah i made salad for myself and my brother to eat hehe ya cut the tomatoes, boiled the potatoes and eggs...erm i know its simple juz like tat but with the thousand island sauce and mayo...hm especially its cooked by me so it must be nice!! haha yup quite enjoying it hehee oh yah serene, lets go out and study again! hehe yup tata

hey...hm i must say chinese paper is a killer..haiz think i will not do well...anyway looking forward to my next paper, geography paper 1 hehe hm today went to serene's house lounge to study yup manage to complete my studies hehe ok back later...