date: Wednesday, March 31, 2010 @ 9:45 AM
finally had some time a blog......
well life has been really busy....
busy wif so many activities wif my club....
busy wif sch work.....
bazaar week......this time round was 3 days....
veri tiring...as serene n i were selling clothes again.....
sometimes whenever someone buys lunch takeaway for me,
i would always rem how u used to buy takeaway for me,
tend my stall for me,
feed me n ensure i m properly fed....
hmm today went for TH chinese concert,
one of the performers is our club committee,
went to support her.....it was nice n enjoyable event la....
but it reminded of u, taking me along wif u to TH dance production,
now, i kind of enjoy all these.....
but u r not wif me anymore.
sometimes i tot i see u around in sch,
but in a flash u were gone or perhaps u were nv there........
i guess i still miss u as much as in the past....
date: Monday, March 22, 2010 @ 12:40 PM
As usual.......life as usual.....
still as hectic as ever.......
well recently a few people step into my life,
trying to make changes to my life,
but i juz couldnt accept them yet.
i miss u as i must say,
but i must move forward bravely in order for u to move forward too.
sometimes i juz wish for ur shoulder to cry on.
Had Mr Liang pin fu farewell party as we organised for him,
hmm i cried, i just couldnt bear to leave him,
he is the only teacher who is really concern abt me,
i hug him at the party and yes a hug really tells alot,
anyway i will see him again at NIE hehe.
yup also elected my next president,
hopefully she take the club to higher heights,
looking at her, i wonder juz how far did i go....
bazaar next wk, hopefully everything smoothly done.....
oh yah 2ml is ben n jerry free cone day,
tot of last yr we went to get the ice cream with sam n weijie.
i still miss u, even when i m so busy but sometimes a moment of u makes my life looks as if there is meaning to it.
date: Friday, March 12, 2010 @ 8:16 AM
hmm these few days have realli been hectic,
slping onli 4 hours everyday,
i hope i can be strong to face life as i wake up everyday.
there are times when i realli need someone to tok to,
but i couldnt call u, sorri.
i realise 'talk less, less mistakes'
so much things had happen lately,
true as the outside world say abt me,
i am useless,
i m not a gd leader,
i onli know how to talk bad abt people
i am stubborn......etc
yes, i think i m these,
thats why talk less, less mistakes,
i should stop caring.
i am so tired of all these,
but i have to wake up everyday,
telling myself its ok,
its ok to just stop airing my opinions,
its ok to care less,
its ok to be dislike by everyone,
its ok to be alone in school,
its ok to be by myself.
its ok, i will be fine.
The other day went to Xin hui's father wake,
wanted to ask u to go but its ok,
we played mahjong at her place b4,
and now her dad is gone,
thankfully she is ok,
realli hope she is fine.
anyway at least sth that i m realli happy abt,
is to have my pic up on the chinese morning newspaper on sat n sun,
its for nus open house,
promoting chinese studies,
i choose another 2 gals to join me in the photoshoot,
waiting for the newspaper in a few hours time.......
contented.....
date: Saturday, March 06, 2010 @ 11:58 AM
时间会把我和你变成回忆
我以为的你爱我我爱你这完美的结局
我却变成了你最想忘记的回忆。
