date: Monday, September 25, 2006 @ 9:34 PM
hey....hm really tired from all that duty.....erm yup hey my house there the TCC open liao haha so its like damn near lahz then can go study there anytime haha yup today went to meet kester for lunch then i went to PS to buy some stuff yup...got home and slept....freaking tired lor...well there are some problems which i face now...hm but i duno how to put it across so ya haiz ok tats about it....tata
date: Thursday, September 21, 2006 @ 9:15 PM
There is nothing good about it,
you are not me how would u know.
Your voice and expression captivate me,
can the whole lot of you just let me go.
Even if its wrong,
I still choose to love.
Even if I wanna cry,
lets not separate.
Even if I dun sleep,
I still want to love.
Unconditional love is better,
fearing that 2molo never comes,
onli you make me fall deeply in love with.
I knew its wrong to love you,
but i dun wanna let you go.
hey....finally book out today....erm haiz its really sian these days...now is 1 day in camp then 1 day off kind of rountine so quite sian....especially doing duty lor.....lotsa things to learn argh...ok anyway book out at noon then rush down to harbourfront to meet Ryan...yeah we gona so sun tanning....amazing lor sentosa sun damn big and there are lotsa students lor...its not holidays yet rite?! haha we found a spot and then tann...i am damn tired so i felt asleep haha...we tann for like 2 hours...then go bath...ya while we were on our way out, we were gossiping abt this group of people haha ya then we went harbourfront...we went to cold storage, shop for chocolates hehe then we saw sushi! hehee we bought sushi and eat it while we walk around....ya walk till quite sian then we headed home hm ..i got home..tired..wanna slp yup 2molo gota go back camp haiz sian....
date: Monday, September 18, 2006 @ 8:40 PM
Even if its wrong,
I would still choose to love
date: @ 8:17 PM
hey...hm woke up around 10 plus today argh...i wanna sun tann but its been raining these few days argh haiz anyway went to NTU to look for kester....hm btw i find tat going to ntu can die lahz....imagine the distance oh my god....oh yah then we saw the look alike mediacorp actress on the bus..hm she quite pretty lehz...yup then i took a bus back...was passing Ryan's working place at chinatown so decided to surprise attack him haha hm i look around...then his back was facing me...i guess it was him but i was not sure haha then i started to play with his display shoes...then there was this aunite working there too looking at me as though i am crazy...oh my god so i walk towards ryan instead and he was damn surprise to see me....haha damn touched rite?! but the kiss u can save it for urself.....wahaha hm we chatted abit..ya then i went home...slack at home......hmm yup hm next phase of life starting soon....
date: @ 11:09 AM
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hey....hm hey sun was rather boring haha no lahz....hm met up wif Kester for lunch..we had Siam kitchen hm ok the food is good but i haf no appetite lahz cos i just got up haha...then we went shopping...hm bought lotsa shirts and finally i bought the letter 'c' chain from 77th street haha yup then kester had to work so i went back home.... hm its really boring to be at home...so went to Ryan's place...we chatted alot...hm yup at least i discover lotsa new secrets haha even ryan said tat i have grown fatter ...argh why is everyone saying tat!! my god, btw ryan stop showing ur abs around...hm....yup yup tats abt it tata....
date: Sunday, September 17, 2006 @ 1:35 AM
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hey..hm beeen busy these 2 days....fri afternoon went to acompany kester to study then haha we went to heeren to shop...my god then i went to marina bay to meet my army friends....yup last gathering before all of us spilt...haiz aniway 11 of us turn up...tats pretty cool...we had steamboat yeah....lotsa food....then something bad happen lahz...sam and me wanted to go clubbing and before tat we had plan about it and some of them are going but in the end none of them wants to go...onli me and sam left...so sad lahz btw sam was damn piss off....its like declaring war...haha yup anyway we went MOS!! haha my first time there...anyway sam ask his friends along then li lin the onli gal there was also her first time there lahz...so we went around taking pics with sam as our tour guide haha....quite fun if onli more of our friends turn up....argh..but there were many rooms in mos being locked up liao haiz so its like veri limited.....i left around 12 plus...then went to meet kester for supper!.........
As for sat, I met up with Serene at PS to watch movie....we had mee sua for lunch and its ok lahz not tat fantastic was Serene depicts..haha we watch 'The Haunted Apartments' ...hm the story abit erm ya haha but its like a common traits now in movies that it always turn out that the father got to rape the daughter in the end....haha its like tat lor...its not scary lahz....quite ok anyway i bought candy floss to eat and both of our tougues got really red!!! haha my god we cant tok at all lahz...we decided to buy food to eat to remove the stains then we bought xxl chicken and yup it did remove abit....haha then we went wisma to shop...well topshop seems to have run out of clothes for me to buy lor....sian i onli bought a shirt...haiz wanna shop for more lahz...hm met up with kester after tat..we had dinnner....hm pastamania at cine...nth much wanted to shop but there is nothing to buy lahz...yup ok remember to visit my friendster account haha yup...oh bought cherryboom 's cd lor...damn nice..yup relaxing....haha tata
date: Thursday, September 14, 2006 @ 10:29 PM
hey....i am back once again....haha yup finally i pass out liao yeah...no more training anymore ya haha but bad news is that all my best friends are posting out to other camps...so damn sad lahz..haiz those who should go dun go, those who should not go goes...haiz sian but fortunately some will be back after 3 months lor yup...hm seriously this course is really tough lahz hm but i got thru it...actually it made me realise the world is really ugly..lotsa politics...lotsa backstabbing..lotsa bitches...haiz yup i seem it all ok...sad case...hm ok i am gona relax the next few days hehe i am off...ya tats abt it...tata oh yah happy birthday Nic~~
date: Sunday, September 03, 2006 @ 1:05 AM
When u decided to leave me,
i didnt said anything,
perhaps its freedom to you.
I tried to piece back our love,
but tears dont work.
Perhaps he is a better man,
able to lift you from your misery.
In your heart, there is onli room for him,
is tat your punishment for me?
Saying tat you never thought of him,
pity me?
I have no more excuse but to let go,
not hoping tat you will love me again.
Is he tat great?
you are thinking of him every minute right?
I dont wanna say anything more,
I wanna shut my ears,
I dont wanna hear you say you love him.....
I juz wish tat u leave me alone,
my love will juz slowly disappear into thin air,
As my heart bleeds everyday,
I will be strong.
