date: Wednesday, May 26, 2010 @ 12:24 PM
i really got angry whenever ppl talk bad about u....
today went for high tea with serene n ryan.....
they were gossipin abt u....
i realli got upset n angry...
they misunderstood u
u r still perfect in my eyes...
i miss u....
date: Tuesday, May 25, 2010 @ 11:07 AM
There are alot of things that i wanna clarify wif u....
but i dun think u will believe me....
think u saw the picture...
yes, i do admit there r guys who are interested in me.....
but how do i feel towards them?
I only regard them as friends...
guess u got the wrong idea....
u know...i m tired of such guessing games....
guessin who u r wif....
or who u r seeing.....
its tiring....
u should know me better....
if i found someone new....
would i still hug ur helmet everynite
thinking its u
trying to find ur smell on it...
crying for u
as much as i miss u.....
and i have to wake up everyday telling myself its ok
cherishing hope to be wif u again,
waiting 4 u...
this is how my life goes on....
i duno if u feel the same
but it is an agony for me...
i m getting tired of all these....
life is so short
why cant we choose the path we wan our lives to be?
why cant we put down everything and start all over?
i cherish my loved ones
cos i know its my fortunate to get to know them.
i told myself tat i m not going into another relationship again,
cos i could no longer bear the pain of losing someone.
its reali painful.
perhaps u misunderstood or wat....
my heart n soul still lives in our past sweet memories,
the sweet lovely time of us.
Time will prove everything...
juz take care of urself over there....
enjoy urself....
i know u r pursuing ur happiness,
i m happy for u...
miss u
date: Friday, May 14, 2010 @ 12:04 PM
Watched Sex and the City again........
thought of us......
reminded me of the days we had.
"I know I screwed it up, but I love you forever."
date: Thursday, May 13, 2010 @ 12:51 PM
Dear,
ironically u left on the 13th of May.......
the first day without you,
but i could still feel your presense around me.
Thinking how u would be doing,
thinking whether u had you meals,
wonder what r u doing in your free time on the plane.....
but somehow there is still alittle sting in my heart,
without u, I seem to be lost,
void of all directions.
Today I went to malaysia with my chinese club friends,
thought of u,
thought of the days we went to the little island.
I just hope you are doing well,
been worrying about you,
miss you.
date: Wednesday, May 12, 2010 @ 11:40 AM
Today, perhaps it may be our last meeting,
no one knows what will happen.
wats the day today remember??
13th may.......its been 2 yrs......
i m glad u r moving on,
meeting new friends,
perhaps one day u may juz find someone to love again.
but me,
i chose a path
a path that will always have you along.
i m contented juz seeing u,
i took things for granted in the past,
but now,
i feel contented jus seeing your things placing n that corner of that house.
i could only hug your helmet,
thinking its you.
i realli miss you,
what i wanna tell u juz now is,
i will wait for you,
the only way to share my life wif you is thru this blog,
i duno if u will read all these,
but i shall live life as if u r by my side,
indugling in our beautiful memories.
i still love you.
date: Sunday, May 09, 2010 @ 10:35 AM
dear, do u rem our promise?
our promise not to give up on each other and to love each other...
i haf so many things to tell u....
i am still waiting....
i am just contented to hear your voice....
now that u r leavin,
i just feel so helpless.
i reali wish you could be happy,
free from everything,
just let me endure this alone,
i realli miss u
