date: Tuesday, August 24, 2010 @ 12:03 PM
hmm i m contented for havin friends to celebrate my birthday wif me......
its realli a blessing....
juz a simple dinner....
but a deep deep joy n impact......
i m contented wif what i have....
on the day of my birthday,
i chose to stay at home....
bought a cake for myself....
waited for my mum to cut it wif me....
simple but its a sweet n warmth feeling....
to me.....
everyday seems like a new beginging......
everyday has a meaning to it......
i live everyday wif care......not wanting to waste it.....
hmm prob its the travelling to sch part which makes the day looks realli long....
but i realli cherish n enjoy going to sch now.....
i duno why but each day is so meaningful to me....
sometimes i juz like to indugle in our sweet memories....
on the bus,
i tot of u always surprisingly appearing at my door step....
the panting look on ur face still leave a deep impact in me.....
memories brings back some joy to me.....
i miss the times when u cover me wif blanket, kissing my forehead...
i miss u.....
n yes, as for my birthday wish, i juz hope that my family, my friends stay healthy n happy...
its the most impt thing in life i guess......being healthy n happy.....
date: Thursday, August 12, 2010 @ 10:24 AM
dear.......
hmm recently got back frm langkawi.....
its a veri beautiful place......
somehow i tot to myself,
can i give up everything in spore n juz settle n stay there....
currently may not be able to,
but i realli hope i can in the future.....
the whole journey, i found more peace at heart.....
life is so short.......
i realli wan to juz be happy.....
yup sch started......
its onli the 3rd day n i m tired of travelling to n fro to sch......
maybe i nid to get use to it......
but i m realli anxious this time round.......
its my last yr...
wanna enjoy schooling life.....
hmm there was this friend who told me,
why m i remaining in the same position when u have already gone thousand of miles ahead....
i should move on........
i tot its kinda true......
u have move on wif ur life....
while i m still stuck in the past......
it takes time i think....
i still love the old u......
date: Tuesday, August 03, 2010 @ 10:36 AM
dear.......
today i had a talk wif a friend.
he told me alot abt his life......
he wanted me to leap out of my pain,
he knew what i m going thru.....
i know he cares alot.....
but many a times......
its easy to just say.....
its hard to do it.....
well i m goin to penang and langkawi 2ml.....
be back just before sch starts.....
i m glad to go wif these bunch of friends.....
duno why....i juz wanna escape frm all these......
wish u were wif me.......
