date: Tuesday, January 23, 2007 @ 5:51 AM
Love will only get 2 people hurting each other,
I didnt believe this at first,
but things changed my mind.
Lets not love...
date: Monday, January 22, 2007 @ 7:39 AM
I dont wish to wake you up,
Dont even dare to disturb you.
I waited for the sun rays,
to shine on you.
Is there my existance in your world?
I shut my eyes,
our happpiness,
our promises,
our future,
everything turn to ashes.
I guess my presence is redundant,
your future with him will be beautiful.
I closed my eyes,
will you remember me?
Dawn set upon,
do you love me?
At the first light,
do you still care for me?
hey....hm went clubbing on sunday nite....me star n sam went to St James powerhouse...hehe yup not many ppl lor...perhaps we were early....its free admission so yup but drinks r still expensive lahz...yup had much fun with the 2 of them...haha n starion u r a cheap slut! haha we club till 3 plus lor...from 11 onwards...i duno how we manage to spend the great amount of time there....haha then we went to Sam's place to watch DVD...its a chinese movie yup..n i actually fell aslp on his bed...haha yup those 2 bitches were so noisy lahz....anyway we left at 7 plus...then got no cab so i went to mac for breakfirst....then went home to slp....freaking tired....yup then spend the whole day sleeping n slackin at home....bored....yup yup
date: Saturday, January 20, 2007 @ 7:16 AM
You left,
and didnt appear again.
I understand,
'sorry' was the end.
I am Used to you not being my side,
I am Used to being alone,
the smile after tears would always be sweeter.
hey...hmm today i really did nth lor.....slack at home the whole day but well i enjoy my time at home...i cooked myself pasta for lunch then i oso had pop corns haha while watching my tv.....juz slack lor...then i went out to buy supper at nite...i went taka to buy KFc....then as i was like walkin as usual out of taka, someone whom i walk pass stop me.....haha its Leslie!!! oh my gosh he stop me n at tat instant i dun remember who is he lahz...haha there was like 1 mintue of 'huh' n shock...haha serious we juz freeze there for like close to 1 mintue....i was like tongue-tied lahz...wan to tok but cannot tok haha.....n worse is i dun even know his name....then we told me his name haha then i sort of remember haha but i dun rem where is he frm...n he haf to tel me n hint me...haha his stead was amused lahz....I really haven seen him like for ages lor haha yup small happenin to me...hehe yup tats abt it tata
date: Friday, January 19, 2007 @ 8:01 AM
hey....i finally had off days!!! haha i could clear my off days so i decided to clear it all 3 off days with my best pals Star n Sam.....haha i think we really need the off....cos lotsa things happen in camp..perhaps our absence would make the whole shift less interesting n fun ba....haha hopefully they will appreciate our presence next time....hehe yup we book out today around 1 plus after doin our make up haha n stuff......we really need hours to get ready! hehe
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yup....then i took a pic with Edmund! haha-blushzz-, anyway we headed for orchard to shop! we went to PS 1st then really cant decide wat to eat so we lastly settle for KFC....its really damn hard to satisfied everyone of us haha....then we went shoppin hehe i bought tshirts from flesh imp again.....2 of thm which cost be like 60 plus...yup exp lor...then the later part we r shopping for bed linen!!!! we shop for like hours lahz choosing n touching bed fabrics...now i m like scare of bedsheets! haha n it was really funnny when we imitate Thai people speaking as if we were Thai's haha haha................
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ok...thereafter we went to the new centrepoint...hm quite lotsa things lor....yup worth the trip! then we carry on walking till we reach Far East.......sam gota go off 1st so he abandon us hahaa anyway far east got lotsa clothes i wana buy oh my god...i m aiming like so many!!! haha i guess i m goning back there again to shop spree....oh yah n me n star saw a bag at 77th street which is damn nice..argh but tooo expppp haha sadden....yup juz to add, star shirt look like one of those fry chicken staff hahahaa
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then we headed on to Wheellock place...haha hm we wanted to haf mud pies from NYDC but the queue was super long so we found a bench to chit chat lor..haha n of course taking pics...cam whores lahz....yup after a long day of fun n joy n laughter...hehe we really had so much fun lah...yup anyway thanks to Star n Sam for making the day so enjoyful for me ya
date: Thursday, January 18, 2007 @ 5:38 AM
hey....hmm i wanna go sun tanning today...but no sun haiz really argh...anyway i went shopping wif Serene!! haha i dun care i will still blog haha hm we went to wisma topshop....well topman clothes r getting frm bad to worse....haiz i dun see anyway nice clothes lor...then we went to haf lunch.....we had Sakae Sushi....buffet lor so gota eat to ur fill...haha we order too many stuff so eat till we wan to vomit haha yup....ya n serene....finally got ur bag huh!!!! haha ok then we went to Far east to buy more chains n Necklaces for me haha ehe yup damn tiring frm walking n i m so drench lahz..argh....hate the rainy days!!!! yup shopping again 2molo yeah!!!
date: Wednesday, January 17, 2007 @ 9:03 AM
hey....hmm lotsa things happened in camp these 2 days.....lotsa politics...i m so bother by it...Star n Sam too......I some how think that people in my shift are jealous of our real n true friendship...hm perhaps they dun haf any close friends to tok to or to haf fun with....not like us...we are the most bitchy in our shift...loudest laughter n fun always cum from us..so perhaps ppl r not happy or r jealous abt us....tats wat Star n me think....hm i m not one to be bother by politics lor...i reallly dun like.....y should i be entangled in such confusing relationships!! i m not one to be involve in such things...but star n the others influence me to think abt it too....haiz y must the shift change into one which i dislike....where is the shift 2 tat was unite n close bonding went to?! haiz n worse is some ppl changed...i duno y or wat ever reason they change but its really quite disappointing...hmm but then i insist on bein myself...i think i wont change due to wat ppl said....n tats me lor...tats y i m so well like by many ppl haha oops...hehe yup i will continue to be myself.....the real n genuine no fake or pretence Chad! ehe tata hope those unhappy stuff will go away.....
date: Sunday, January 14, 2007 @ 2:26 AM
That sudden,
a Angel by past.
Admiring your smile,
time seems to stop.
Looking at you from far,
my love could only remain unreveal.
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I stood a distance from you,
watching your every movements,
praying for you in my heart,
ceal up my love for you,
to allow you to pursue your own happiness.
No matter how tough it is,
if you could think of me when you are lonely,
that is my greatest joy.
date: @ 1:10 AM
hey....hehe ok i went to check in to at M hotel on sat afternoon haha well my mum got voucher mahz so its a 2day 1 nite stay.....i check in myself lor....but the room is nice....really haha very erm gold n mirrors everywhere....haha juz nice for me to look at the mirror all day.....yup i brought my laptop there....a pity the internet got to pay lor....so haiz listen to music...haha then i camwhore!!!! haha i took pictures of myself....haha so 'zi lian' rite hehe yup i had a great time posing n taking pictures haha pictures will be up at my friendster ya....yup then i gota find company for dinner...Serene was not free haiz so i asked Sam....hehe we went to the hotel's cafe cos i got $50 voucher to eat there......ya i waited for Sam in my room....then he came n we laugh alot in the room haha then we went to the cafe downstairs...hm their food r quite ex lor....i order fish n chips while sam duno order wat rice wif duno wat......but looks good.....yummy we oso had dessert haha i had hot fudge choc cake while sam had apple crumble..had a great meal hehe..n total it cost 70 plus but cos of the $50 voucher we paid onli 20 plus...which is quite cheap lor.....
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ok...i waited for Eugene to come...went to meet him at Tanjong pagar mrt then we went to the hotel to play haha we went to the gym which is 24 hours....then we kept on taking pictures...haha fun fun yup....i had a relaxin bath in the bath tub haha....n i slept really well...hm enjoying life haha yaya.......
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Sunday check out which is today....went to clarke to haf mac for lunch...hey i was really craving for mac yest nite....serious......ya then we went suntec shopping......Topman having discount lehz...but nothing seems nice....oh yah i saw a bag at converse damn nice....argh....i juz brought a bag so i cant buy another bag.....n it cost 70 plus....on the steep side yeah.... hehe ya tats abt it......got home tired...gota book in tonite!! haha ya tata
date: Monday, January 08, 2007 @ 8:21 AM
hey...i m damn bored....well Sam n Starion.....ahaha i duno wat to say but we are really..erm haha ya best friends forever ya hmmm long weeekends ahead...yeah..
date: Thursday, January 04, 2007 @ 2:18 AM
hey.......yup i really juz rot at home today.....woke up quite late today.....around 12 plus then slack awhile....yup then i went out to buy lunch n did some groceries shoppin for my home.....yup then bck home.....watch my mobtv the whole day......cos i miss out alot of tv due to my com crash the last 2 weeks!! yup watch the whole day lor......yup then now i move into my room to watch scv....using my dad's laptop....haha damn s;ack today... haha ya gona book in later..haiz sian.....
date: Wednesday, January 03, 2007 @ 3:49 AM
hey...yup a brand new year..... haha btw i wanna mention something which happened to Starion in camp.....haiz he got into a shock while doing drill.....so everyone panic....he was like in a state of shock...and was shivering.....everyone says its asthma but its not lahz....i think its shock or like fits.....u know.....ya then i m assign to take care of him....yup i saw him.....kinda sad case lahz...so i patted him.....gave him some sense of security ya...n at last after a nite slp he is ok.....hehe continue to bitch with me the next day....haha but well i was really worried for him.....hehe yup a true friendship indeed haha.....yup hopefully this year would be a better year for me!
