date: Tuesday, October 31, 2006 @ 8:02 PM
hey...hm damn bored....i got nothing to do....and its damn sian to be going back to camp...plus there are lots of things tat make me 'fan' tat is the new PC of our shift wants alot of things change and i m like in charge of it if not i will be term as selfish by him...he is a idiot! somemore there is this parade coming so more rehearsals....damn nonsense lor...i wanna take leave and i dun care anymore.....argh freaking tired too....hm needa plan for my long weekend liao....
date: @ 12:34 PM
hey....went to watch 'The Prestige' yester nite with Christo...hm dun really understand the show haha but anyway the effects quite nice lah yup have been really depress these days cos alot of things making me sick of life lah haiz hope it will be over soon......
date: Thursday, October 26, 2006 @ 9:10 PM
hey...today i went for my xray....woke up damn early haiz anyway its my 1st time doing xray so its an experience haha its damn fast lor...take already then go ya anyway gota go back to my doctor 2molo....haiz my hand still cant move much and i m damn worry haiz...ok anyway went out today with sam!! hehe we went to Heeren to shop...argh i spent damn lots of money on clothes again.....haha but we really enjoy shopping ok..then we went to Cathay to watch movie....we watch 'The Guardian' yup quite nice and touching lor...hehe it reminds us of our course days where we train together haha and everything seems familiar..haha ok had much fun with sam today....next time we r asking starion 2gether haha yup finally had a great time out...hm last note...i lose my faith in love ya erm there is no such thing as love ok....so lets juz haf fun...haha kidding lahz yup tata
date: @ 12:10 AM
hey...haiz something terrible happened to me!!!! While i was delievering dinner to one of my shift mates....i got to walk through a gate... and at that time its starion and Shrek who is doing duty so ya my best friends so we chatted....i saw the gate slowly open and i put thru my hand while turning back n facing them then suddenly the gate started to close...i didnt had much time to react then ya my hand got stuck and crash by the gate....and somemore i got clamp twice...cos the gate open and while i pull back my hand it close again which clamp my fingers....wat i can say is that its damn damn damn painful..its the kind of pain tat i cant explain....and its no ordinary gate ok...its auto metal gate...and its width is around 15 cm and height 2metres....so imagine tonnes of metal crushing against ur hand....can die lor..erm i tot i was going to die...my mind was blank and i onli knew i was screaming like mad...haiz after the gate finally open then i let go of my hand and fell on the ground...tears burst out lor...its really hell...and my whole hand is bruised and swollen...now i cant even turn my wrist....i m going for xray 2molo..its damn scary lahz imagine if the gate was to move at greater speed then i m dead...my hand would be squash! hm its sad but there is the comical side...haha starion n i always laugh at how my hand was being squash and i was holding a lunch box at tat time...anyway thanks for the concern of my shift mates...they really show great care for me....touched...hehe so now i m handicaped!! haiz....suffering...
date: Sunday, October 22, 2006 @ 9:07 PM
hey...yup had a gathering with my JC friends today....a pity Kevin could not turn up cos he got guard duty wahaha anyway we went to paragon to have Thai Express...hm Caroline and I ordered tom yam soup glass noodles....while Jaslin and Cynthia ordered rice...yup.... yummy...after tat we went to Swensen to haf more food haha the whole day we spent on eating lor....hehe had ice creams....hm cynthia went to get Jaslin and Caroline a piece of cake....for their birthday mahz....well budget tight so ya haha and its ice cream cake ok.....we chatted alot and we hesitated to sing a birthday song for them haha i know its embarassing...hmm its been 3 years since i last saw Jaslin...time seems long but it really flew past us....ya we went to taka library after tat hehe went to look at books while waiting for ming choy and Xin yan to turn up...met up wif them and we are leaving for home already...so we juz took pics....wah lao lotsa ppl looking at us...my god haha ya anyway girls send me the pic asap ok...yup hehe btw Freddy was not feeling well juz now as he needed me but i was wif my friends.....hm hope you r fine....ya tats about it...stressful days ahead...argh i need a break.....i need leave! tata...
date: @ 2:04 AM
To me, this is the perfect time to miss u.
Streets are wide,
yet there are so few cars,
it feels kinda lonely.
Walking alone in the streets at night,
hoping someone might tap me from the back,
will tat person be you?
To me, this is the time in the night to cry,
becos there is no one else,
especially when u r not around.
date: @ 2:04 AM
To me, this is the perfect time to miss u.
Streets are wide,
yet there are so few cars,
it feels kinda lonely.
Walking alone in the streets at night,
hoping someone might tap me from the back,
will tat person be you?
To me, this is the time in the night to cry,
becos there is no one else,
especially when u r not around.
date: Saturday, October 21, 2006 @ 2:03 PM
hey..yeah update wat i did this week...hm i went to vivocity with Serene...hey its damn big ya but there is nothing much to shop there lahz...lotsa food restaurants ya....oh btw Serene's friend boyfriend was my bmt Fitness Specialist...haha ironic....and this week shares the joy of Serene's birthday yeah...ya so we had a celebration for her...I book a table for the 5 of us at Trader's hotel cafebiz....its buffet dinner....unfortunately GQ could not turn up....haiz but anyway there were 4 of us...haha we ate alot...really alot ok...then everyone was damn full...but we never had enough of desserts! haha there was this chocolate fountain lahz which was so tempting...ice creams too....ya and mel love the oysters...haha we really had much fun sitting and talking and eating good food....but of course the bill is like erm ya damn ex!!! btw i got my supp card!! haha so one card on the hand and i can go anywhere haha crap...ya we finish eating and left....we took a stroll along orchard...mel went back first cos her bf lahz..hm not to forget Serene's present lahz haha actually erm...ya haha she will know wat i mean....anyway we bought her something tat makes her hair curl..u know those curling equipment lahz...she wants it mahz!! yup next time can lend me use ya.. we walk and walk then we talk about our old primary school days hehe lotsa memories......
oh yah..I oso catch a midnite movie wif Benneth this week...hm actually cant stand his cleaniness freak haha and he is quite particular about food lahz...mama's boy....haha yeap oh yah i went sun tanning too hehe....hm much more gatherings coming up...ya and i m broke!! hehe tats about it ya tata
date: Tuesday, October 17, 2006 @ 2:05 AM
hey....hm woke up today...haiz been down with a flu...and tat haze is getting worse and worse....i cant go sun tanning!! Argh anyway went to beach road and i found out tat its close...the whole army market is close! well a wasted trip....then went to NUS to find Serene....we sat at the macdonalds slacking while her friends r busy doing their work...hmmm one thing, they all lamented that given a chance they would not wan to study in NUS but wait, there are so many people fighting to get into NUS and ya u people should cherish the chance..think ya go think! hm i went back to town while Serene and her friends had some course....i went shopping hehe yup.....anyway i waited for hours for this bitch....ya Serene met me around 9 plus....we went to watch 'Departed'....cool sia and its really like wu jian dao haha and guess who i saw....Nic!!!! oh my god.....ahaha u follow me rite?! haha no lahz well the watch is freaking long....got home around 1 plus...tired.....well wanted to tok to Benneth but he is asleep....lastly, people just like to say 1 thing and do another thing....so wat is a Promise for?? Promise is something very important to me cos if u break the Promise then u break the Trust...simple so when u promise someone, make sure u really fulfil it yupz tats about it...haiz tata
date: Sunday, October 15, 2006 @ 11:43 PM
hey...ok well life in camp is fine for me....everyone is treating me well....i have found new best friends like vincent and starion alex too....haha yup the seniors treat me well too....always joking with me then plus the sergents always like to tease me haha especially sergent weiming hm we always laugh at each other for nothing haha and he looks like Someone! yup so when i am doing duty, this senior actually ask me a few questions which i think its really important for people who really wans to know me more...
1) Why am I always smiling or laughing?
well...i think tat its nothing wrong with smiling whole day..i try my best to entertain people by smiling or laughing...and if people thinks tat my giggling sounds so gay then so sori..its my giggling so whatever! Btw if i dun smile then my face would really look stern so i prefer to smile...and i like to laugh especially at stupid things yeah...
2) I seems to be a veri difflcult person?
hm...actually i m not lor....i juz haf that face lor that demanding face but actually i m not lahz but there r some matters which i really insist on and ya perhaps some people may say i m stubborn but i juz wanna be myself....
3) i m a weird guy....(thousands haf said tat)
erm...ya many people had said that and i admit ok but ya its me...if u wan me to change then i will not be chad anymore....people like me becos of wat i am so ya...
4) My Postures r weird in the sense that its like porno!
ok...millions of people have commented on that....i dun understand where i haf gone wrong....i m juz being me...but then my campmates recently say my actions or posture r so porno..well its me!
ok...so well it all boils down to who i am...and i wanna be myself...people can think wat they wan so watever...i dun care....if u dun like me then ya tats u....my friends like me for who i am so ya....plus i dun act cute....i simply love to act cute haha
date: Sunday, October 08, 2006 @ 1:00 AM
hey..back....hm the haze is damn bad these days...but actually thye haze does not bother me at all its juz that it prevents the sun from shining...argh i cant go tanning!!!! its really been ages since i go tanning sob....haiz anyway i watched 'Stay Alive' oh my god haha its pretty short movie...hm yup its nice lahz..abit frightening hehe..ok i went out today...went to do some shopping hehe then as i was walking on taka, i saw Zhang with his friends walking into Zara, so i tag along with them haha then i pretend to see clothes....hm he didnt see me but well i wanted to teach him some lesson but then forget it....i walked out! hm ok met up wif Kester for dinner...then we went Topshop to shop but haiz could not find nice clothes for a particular appointment so nvm but saw shirts tat r nice...hm but i cant spend!! anyway pay day is cuming haha 2 more days!! yup yup went home after shopping....hm i m gona die!!! well my life is really...hm no life lor...i cant do the things i like....haiz not enough sleep....etc i m waiting for the new turn in the direction of my life yup....
date: Sunday, October 01, 2006 @ 9:14 PM
My story seems rather special,
I depend on my instint in the dark,
keep my faith,
watch my steps,
step by step,
keep on searching.
Perhaps one day,
something will occur in my life.
This person walk into my life,
dun need to be a perfect person,
juz seeking some understanding,
be my friend and be my soulmate.
Who am I really waiting for,
When will this person appear,
Make me hold,
make me breathe,
acompany me day by day,
let my life shines
I can wait,
I can pray.
