date: Thursday, February 17, 2011 @ 6:50 AM
hmm u called me on vday.....
i tot u wanna tok to me.....
but u onli wanted my user name n password.....
i m realli heart broken.....
i know u had a great vday.....
congrats.....
i duno why but the pain is back...
its reali painful
but i cant call u......
pls.....i duno what can i do.....
cherish ur love one.
date: Friday, February 11, 2011 @ 8:12 AM
i duno why.....
but i felt jealous seein u wif others....
i mean all along i haf been feelin this way.....
i know nth i say now will mend anything......
many a times memories comes back...
i miss the times we had....
i juz wonder y i cant put all these down...
like here i m still cryin over u....
i juz feel so helpless
without u by my side....
m i pathetic...?
all these while.....
onli u exist in my heart...
its a kind of slow painful torture, u know?
i still love u....
rem wat day 13th is?
anyway happi valentine' day.....
thou i realli wan to spent it wif u.....
i rather spent it alone....
date: Thursday, February 03, 2011 @ 6:49 AM
A brand new year ahead of me.........
well looking back on 2010, i m glad that everyone beside is me is healthy......
i did alot of travelling too......i guess these trips realli help to broaden my life,
it makes me feel alot better.....realli love Tioman, Langkawi.....and of cos my recent trip to taiwan.....hmmm sometimes yes i do wish u were wif me....
hmm i realli duno how this yr would turn out for me....
i would be grad this sem....i guess alot of changes this yr....anyway for 2011,
i hope i can get more involved in doing social work such as goin to the old folk home.....
i have been talking abt it but i realli dun haf the time to get down to it.....
i also hope i can pursue what i want in life......yeap...
n i still hope ppl around me stay healthy n happi always.......
hmm well i hope u would find a job that u like soon.....lead the life u wan......
hmm today is the first day of cny......
well went to visit my grandma.....she isit doin well.....she is actually in a hospice....
looking at her, i try very hard to fight back my tears.....
she is so thin n weak.....
i jus find it sad that she just lie there all day....no one to talk to...
i just wish her gd health....
u went bck home......i realise i still miss u......
i cherish the time we spent together sometimes...
the intimacy that we shared....
xiang ni, ai ni
