hey...hm the past few days have been quite rush haha yup...hm began my training yup and ya the first thing i wana do after my exams is to sun tann so fri went to tann hehe hm yup juz wanna find a kind of feeling..tat is sitting by the beach doing nothing, enjoying the sun..the sea the sand..and the quietness...yup tats wat i want at times hmm i really want peace!

Well i went to watch Harry Potter on sat, originally i didnt think it was nice so i didnt change the first few episodes but after watching it hm i can really say its truely amazing haha yup nice lahz and right now, i wanna watch Emily Rose! argh....

Sun went to acompany Jian An to study....i was enjoying myself by looking at people..lazing on the table...guess i really enjoy doing nothing! hm yup we had dinner at 1 restaurant at clarke quay...hm its nice lahz hehe got the 'home' feeling.....

haiz i was not myself these few days...duno why, hm raking up the past lor...thinking of the past...ya i have been crying since i read this person's blog again hm becos of our relationship...we are not friends yet not couple...we didnt had a good ending like wat fairy tales said...instead it was bitter yup i dun like this person anymore but perhaps juz wanna know how this person is doing....but reminded of the past we had...ya tears flow

Yup trying to be strong here...well i really lost the meaning of life! hm i really miss studying ya seriously...i even feel a little guilty of not studying hm really miss the school days....haha ok i am now busy searching for jobs, searching for travel info, training, tanning, swimming, looking for outfit for my grad nite...haha yup i am really stress over money issues! hey people, stop thinking i am rich, i am not...i am really troubled over $! haiz think the best solution is to quickly get a job...

ok..today i went shopping again! argh always spending but not bringing in $, hehe hey i bough Dominique Cai Shi Yun's cd yup nice....clothes again....hm went to find yixiao today....we had a chat..well hm she thinks tat she has changed..ya evryone change lor so cheer up and pls quit smoking! haha yup tats about it hm ask me out guys? haha ya tata