date: Saturday, December 10, 2005 @ 11:57 PM
Dont let go~
Tears signifies a sense of dispair.
Busy is unusually an excuse,
to numb all feelings.
I am telling myself not to be so dependent on you,
I am trying.
I kept reminding myself,
love has to be natural,
do not ask for perfection
or high expectations.
Dont let me suffer this alone,
look into my eyes and dont let me go,
ok?
hey...hm i went running today again yup as usual hm after that i juz sat at the stadium...staring into space...ya after that i went to the nearby macdonald hehe that macdonald is damn far...argh i walk very long...but i can say the macdonald outer design is veri nice...if you happen to pass by Queenstown, there is this far east floral ya beside it is the macdonalds...there is a pond and trees so tropical yup..i juz spent my time there eating slowly watching their tv...yup waiting for Alvin to pick me up....
Long waiting and finally he is here..its around 5 plus so we went for dinner at clarke quay yup anyway thanks Alvin for the treat hehe ya so long never see you liao lahz erm since my exams till now?! yup hehe must mit up more often ya ok i had a wonderful stroll along singapore river...hm its breezy, so comfortable...yup its so countryside! Well i must thank Alvin for acompanying me the whole night, it must be very tiring for you erm i really appreciate your kindness ya especially the tissue that you gave me when i was crying juz now hm kinda touched yup but i still must say Sorry to you! Sorry for...erm ya ok got home liao its 10 plus... i think i am burning cos perhaps of the sun...hm ok take care...tata