date: Sunday, July 09, 2006 @ 8:29 PM
hey...think i am breaking down mentally...needed someone to tok to but aiyo too late liao cos i am booking in already..haiz...i am tired, really tired...exhausted....yet i haf to put on a brave front...i dun understand why i haf become like tat...i dun like it too...i wanna be happy but i juz cant...juz why dun i haf control over my life?! hm there are many things which i haf always kept to myself...i hate my life....the past memories kept on coming back...the past 3 weeks juz flew past and i didnt had the time to reflect....i am actually in misery for tat 3 weeks...i duno how long i can hold on...but i am thankful i haf someone to support me...yup
