date: Sunday, July 09, 2006 @ 1:33 AM
Sometimes I will be in a daze
tats why I dun smile.
Too many people around me,
I feel uneasy.
Thinking of myself,
I dun understand me.
What sort of person should i be?
.........
I juz wanna live my life easy,
it doesnt matter if everyone likes me.
Its confusing but i am fine,
I can be happy at this minute
but the next minute i may be sad,
tats me...nothing weird!
........
Love to laugh, not tat caring to people
but tat doesnt mean i cant love.
Cared about my appearence
but I hate criticism.
Only I knows how to appreciate myself.
........
Never up to something
but people thinks i am weird,
I love my the other half
but they are always suffering becos of me.
Enjoy loneliness yet desire for someone to care for me,
I juz wannna be myself!
hey...yup yup watch 'The Recycle' yesterday nitez wif Kester and his friends....erm didnt like the movie cos its not scary, its like animated show...yup not appealing to me! anyway came back home today, tired...settle my clothes stuff and then i fell asleeep haha slept for the whole afternoon...then got up around 6 plus to get ready for my cousin's wedding...it was held at swissotel raffles city there...its quite grand lor...i simply love the lights in the ballroom...its special in a way and the whole ball room was like so romantic..the dishes was nice...haha good food eh...the bride was really pretty...haha she look like the mediacorp actress ling li?! ya something like tat lahz...hm haha feel like getting married haha i think soon lahz....wahaha yup training was tough last week....haiz sick and tired of my life ya there are some people which better dun let me see outside lor...or esle haha ya btw Tong En's new album damn nice hehe ok tats about it...i wanna juz be myself...tata
