date: Saturday, November 25, 2006 @ 7:53 AM
Its painful....
The hands tat I once held left me,
plunge into deep misery.
It is these people tat made me suffer,
tat made me disappointed in life,
they made me felt dirty,
useless and self degrading!
Perhaps all hopes haf been lost,
I no longer believe in Love.
These period of self degrading,
Do you think I enjoy it?!
As hard as I tried,
but you people just toy with it.
I have lose myself,
I can never turn back.
....
You once gave me Love,
but you took it away.
You people destroy my life,
You made me suffer like hell.
....
Just how long can 2 person be in love?
Does True Love really exist?
Still afraid of being alone,
still afraid of disappointment.
....
Forget it,
I am used to it,
I no long wish to take or give Love.
I just wan to lead a simple life
I wish I can forget the past.
....
Today,
this friend gave me a fright.
The sudden grab of my hand,
the long lost feeling came back,
Can I embrace it again?!
Can someone rescue me from misery?
I continue to submerged in my tears.
