date: Monday, December 24, 2007 @ 6:56 AM
hey.....today is christmas eve......hm didnt really celebrate.....i guess i dun feel like goin out at all....yeah some may say no life......but is all nite partying n havin fun means u haf a great life?! haha the answer is a NO NO......welll i think different people view life differently......my definition of a happy life is to do the things i enjoy...tat is why i chose to stay at home....simple little happiness like havin dinner with my grandma onli...watchin tv with her....smiling at myself for not knowing wat to do....pacing around the house....thinkin abt things....daydream abit....taking a tub of ice cream n juz sit in front of the tv......ice cream feast....thesee little yet not sigificant things do make my day......i felt so relax......no stress about the outside world.....need not counter other people sarcasism....need not put on a fake piece of mask for people...juz be myself.....tats life....tat is my life......i truly enjoy wat i m doin.....yup lastly wat i really feel like saying......actually i dun really care about wat is going on in camp.....cos i really hate tat place....i dun seee the point of doin so well in ur job where u r onli a camp guard...or in actual term security guard.......i dun give a damn to wat i m doin....yeap few more mountings to ord......let me tolerate......................hmm yup tats about it.......merry christmas to my friends.....i sms the whole lot of u people.........heee yeap nitez tata
