date: Sunday, March 30, 2008 @ 8:31 AM
His name,
appear into our dialogues once again,
just when I believe you have forgotten about him.
That moment,
memories float to the mind,
you still love him.
I thought I ease the pain in your heart when he left you.
I thought I can be with you till ever.
But when you sliently gazed far beyond the boundaries,
I realised everything was just one sided.
Don't let me,
love you till the end only to find out that its empty.
Don't let me,
see from your eyes that I will lose everything in the end.
Don't let me be a flower,
waiting to be withered away.
Don't let me watch you smile
while you left me a broken heart.
...............................
Why can't I be able to......
Why did I think of......
the moment when we were still together.
Perhaps I long realised that our love has ended.
What choices do I have?
Why not just shut up!
In the mist of slience,
our smiles hiden those heartaches.
Why not just keep quiet,
saying anything does not help,
it only makes my heart ache even more.
Let me enjoy this moment,
when I don't have to face up to reality.
What is left is just deep slience.
But slowly the pain eases,
perhaps we are too tired emotionally.
