date: Tuesday, December 30, 2008 @ 6:41 AM
hey....hmm looking ahead at 2009 but i still cant resist looking back at 2008....lotsa things happen during the year......yup i remember juz the begining of the year i was still in national service ahaha suffering under the useless hands of many......finally i waited 2 years for this day, ORD day hehe i finally regain my freedom, i do not need to suffer in slience, i do not need to obey useless leaders and i do not need to disobey my principles in life. hmm it do sound serious when u r under that kind of situation when all u can do is to wait n fulfil ur own role, i dun like tat even when something goes wrong, we cant change it just becos we do not haf the power to do so....i juz guess there is something wrong wif the system.....yup i m free......hmmmmm i went on to look for a part time job while i was waiting for university to start sch.....n i got to do sales at adidas both at chinatown OG and citylink.....its my first time doing sales and its not easy.....but i quite enjoy it cos i m such a nice person haha people love my service lo....and it has great satisfactory getting complimented for my good service..........well i also made a great bunch of friends cum collegues hehe they r so nice........i really learn alot during my work experience there....yup then i join my uni freshmen orientation camp.....hmm its kinda fun for young people haha i dun think it suits me lo.....perhaps i m old already.......hehe then finally school starts! well in uni, its quite different la.......my peers told me i would need to adapt to the system.......somehow rushing through the semester, i m really exhausted....my grades are quite ok onli....but i will work harder next sem.......heheee
meanwhile i also moved into uni hostel....eh its a totally new experience living on my own....everything i have to see to it myself....but i kinda enjoy my own little space la...its nice and cosy n ya i have nice people like Karl who would always buy supper for me! stayin in hostel cant live without supper yup.....err it can be quite lonely at times so thanks for Karl for acompanying me....i am glad 2008 i have u.....to go through the ups and downs with me......lastly, the bazaar that i m i charge is gona take place early next year......its my sweat n tears....i started from scatch yup so i pray that all goes well.........
hmm i guess 2008 is a learning year for me......learning to grow up.....learning to be myself.....perhaps due to my resistance to mixed around or curry favour people, i lose out on many opportunities but wat i truly wan is to be true to myself, i can say i dun haf any close friends in uni....i juz haf a few friends that i known for a few years but they r veri veri gd friends.....guess tats enough...yup...hmm hopefully 2009, I can learn to be more contented, learn to be strong, hope i can achieve better results next year....hehee happy new year!
