date: Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 11:28 AM
Dear,
looking back at 2009, many things happened, there were ups and downs, though i guess downs more than ups but at least u were there when i need you.
There was school work that i can nv ever reach my target, no matter what i work hard, there were tears in my effort but i guess it doesnt matter anymore. Just wanna thank my teachers who have helped me along the way, its really tough n i disappoint them time and again, feel so sorry.
There were the ever trouble club activities, as in every time there would be new problems arising, its tiring when u realise that u r the onli one struggling to keep it going, but once every hurdle is overcomed, it realli has that much satisfaction. but how long can i keep it going?
There were my family and love ones, i dun wanna mention abt my family, its just not the right time, many things happen recently that i simply had enough, i juz wan my mum to be happy. my dearest friend Weijie, he is always there when i needed him, i guess i owe him a big Thank You, i think he has his fair share of problems, i should show him more concern, really.
Dear, there is you. I just duno how to start, we were so happy together until i foolishly destroyed our own happiness, i can nv forget the tough but sweetest journey of my life, it was tough but i knew u were there for me, u were always there for me, the darkest days of my life was during the few mths without u, i duno how i managed to get thru but that is not the life i wanted. I still cant let it go, i know u too, 2009 has come to an end, i just wanna say lets put everything behind, lets start a fresh in 2010, i really hope to go on another journey wif u, I seem to haf lose everything at the end of 2009, hopefully 2010 would be a better year for me n for you, what i wan is for us to be happy as before, thats all i wish for, really.
another year older, i just wish to have a simple contented life wif u.....
