date: Thursday, December 17, 2009 @ 9:35 AM
How are you?? its been awhile since we talk, hmm didnt dare to call you, for fear of raking up the past, didnt want you to feel the pain again.
I admit that there are a few people dating me, but i didnt had the courage to step forward, I just cant.....
recently, someone held a special place in my heart, but i know nth would come out of it, i am contented to at least spend sometime wif this person, it takes my mind off you. I m afraid of getting deeper into this sort of relationship, i realli am....
I miss you....
I hate myself....juz a loser.....