date: Thursday, January 28, 2010 @ 2:03 AM
Been really down these few days,
there are alot of things that i wan to tell u,
but sometimes u dun seem to care,
perhaps or even why should u care....
i m juz a nobody.
life is rather peaceful now,
studying all day long in my room,
sitting beside my window reading literature,
enjoy rather the loneliness of eating alone,
eating ice cream in the nite
munching on my black forest cake n watchin ur favourite tv shows.
How i wish u could break the balance in my life by disrupting my usual rountine.
Am i silly? sometimes when i hear slippers or footsteps passing by my room,
how i wish it is u knocking on my door,
i rem how i usually give u surprises when we initially got together.
perhaps i am getting to used to being alone,
all alone to relive the past that we once had.
some people kept askin if something had happened to me,
i didnt wan to tell them wat i m goin thru,
but i m thankful for their concern.
sometimes i am juz amazed at how much tears i have
can keep on crying for hours.
perhaps u think its because i didnt sleep well tats y i look so haggard
but in fact its because of how much i m crying.
