date: Thursday, January 07, 2010 @ 11:02 PM
yesterday, i got to the airport early, i waited outside, mixed feelings in me...the moment i saw u, i really wanna go all out n hug you but i didnt wan u to be unhappy. You wont know how happy i am when u r finally back, its like u r the only reason why i m getting on in life. Its been some time since i send u back to ur room, saw weiwei n baby too....had dinner wif u, all in the same usual environment but i know the feelings has changed.
you bought chocolates for me, rem the the 1st time u bought chocolates for me before u went back...
I just wan to let u know, i truly love u, i dun expect anything from you, i juz wan to love u, no matter where u r, my heart wll always be wif u.
I am sorry i didnt kept my promise, the pain is so painful that i have to find something to ease the pain, i took the scissors, cut n cut, finally i saw some blood, i am sorry but i cant control myself.....sorry
I m veri tired, i got no more strength to move on.