date: Sunday, February 28, 2010 @ 8:56 PM
I understood.
i always thought that as long as i tried my best to give u all my love,
so naive to think that 1 day u would come back to me.
but i was wrong
it was never the case.
the affections that u gave me,
the times we spent 2gether,
i will cherish them.
it has become a drag to both of us,
i m juz amazed that i m a hindrance to ur life,
stopping u frm moving on,
i shouldnt haf read ur smses,
but no worries, i understood.
u haf changed,
i grieve for the person of the past,
not the present.
i been to ur doorstep,
but i realli lost faith in u,
i can no longer trust u.
though i miss u alot n i still love u,
i prefer u move on.
its like everytime something happens,
u choose to leave,
other than leaving, can u salvage the situation?
u told me in the past that u wouldnt give up on us,
i m trying my best but u choose to leave the 2nd time,
leaving me wif a 2nd heartbreak
i duno how far i would go,
but much pain i gona endure,
having fever now, all thanks to u.
is it my fault?
yes, its all my fault,
my fault for hindering u frm pursuing ur own happiness.
