date: Monday, February 15, 2010 @ 9:01 AM
Stupid. Thats the word to describe me, am i right?
why should i even grieve?
i shouldnt even bother,
u can do anything u wan,
and that include hurting me.
to think how i much i did for u,
u took things for granted.
i felt so foolish and silly looking at myself like this.
yes, perhaps u r right,
i did u wrong n i deserve my retribution
but i dun deserve tat kind of treatment.
i should not care,
i should not be anymore naive.
although my heart aches for u,
pls dun take it to heart,
i am just a foolish fuck.
u know u can go do watever u wan,
pls dun feel obliged to give me an explaination
i am just a nobody,
i am just someone whose care and concern is wasted upon.
y not jus tel me to the face and ask me to fuck off.