date: Friday, March 12, 2010 @ 8:16 AM
hmm these few days have realli been hectic,
slping onli 4 hours everyday,
i hope i can be strong to face life as i wake up everyday.
there are times when i realli need someone to tok to,
but i couldnt call u, sorri.
i realise 'talk less, less mistakes'
so much things had happen lately,
true as the outside world say abt me,
i am useless,
i m not a gd leader,
i onli know how to talk bad abt people
i am stubborn......etc
yes, i think i m these,
thats why talk less, less mistakes,
i should stop caring.
i am so tired of all these,
but i have to wake up everyday,
telling myself its ok,
its ok to just stop airing my opinions,
its ok to care less,
its ok to be dislike by everyone,
its ok to be alone in school,
its ok to be by myself.
its ok, i will be fine.
The other day went to Xin hui's father wake,
wanted to ask u to go but its ok,
we played mahjong at her place b4,
and now her dad is gone,
thankfully she is ok,
realli hope she is fine.
anyway at least sth that i m realli happy abt,
is to have my pic up on the chinese morning newspaper on sat n sun,
its for nus open house,
promoting chinese studies,
i choose another 2 gals to join me in the photoshoot,
waiting for the newspaper in a few hours time.......
contented.....
