date: Tuesday, May 25, 2010 @ 11:07 AM
There are alot of things that i wanna clarify wif u....
but i dun think u will believe me....
think u saw the picture...
yes, i do admit there r guys who are interested in me.....
but how do i feel towards them?
I only regard them as friends...
guess u got the wrong idea....
u know...i m tired of such guessing games....
guessin who u r wif....
or who u r seeing.....
its tiring....
u should know me better....
if i found someone new....
would i still hug ur helmet everynite
thinking its u
trying to find ur smell on it...
crying for u
as much as i miss u.....
and i have to wake up everyday telling myself its ok
cherishing hope to be wif u again,
waiting 4 u...
this is how my life goes on....
i duno if u feel the same
but it is an agony for me...
i m getting tired of all these....
life is so short
why cant we choose the path we wan our lives to be?
why cant we put down everything and start all over?
i cherish my loved ones
cos i know its my fortunate to get to know them.
i told myself tat i m not going into another relationship again,
cos i could no longer bear the pain of losing someone.
its reali painful.
perhaps u misunderstood or wat....
my heart n soul still lives in our past sweet memories,
the sweet lovely time of us.
Time will prove everything...
juz take care of urself over there....
enjoy urself....
i know u r pursuing ur happiness,
i m happy for u...
miss u
