date: Thursday, June 17, 2010 @ 10:44 AM
hmm......
had a little breakdown.....
stress from work.....
alot of unexpected load.....
the current job, yeap i m doing sales...
the stress comes from the sales...
the 1st time i m being push to my limits....
i just dread going to work....
but i know its just started so i got to adapt....
i see this as a challenge.....
but in the mean time, i wonder if i m losing myself...
i m unhappy, and i got to put on a front when i goes to work....
its mentally exhausting.....
sometimes i juz wish you were there to cheer me on,
to ask me hows the day at work....
to ask me if i had my meals during working hours...
to drop a caring message to spur me on...
a shoulder to lean on when i cry.....
i just wish u were here wif me......
its pathetic tat no one cares...
its sad when i needed someone to be there and no one is there
evryda is work n work n home....
i was just wondering why every post is like talking to u....
it actually help me feels better....
all these posts....
i juz cry each time i go back n look at them....
i get reminded of the pain i was in at tat point of time...
i just needed you.....
the old you....
