date: Thursday, October 21, 2010 @ 2:48 AM
hmm was realli heart broken yesterday,
i know i dun mean a thing to u now
but i still hope sometimes u would just care for me,
ask abt me
but u never....
yes, perhaps in the past i took things for granted,
but now i cherish every moment wif u,
then i thought, why hold on to something that u doesnt wan anymore.
all these while,
all these things i did for u,
i never regret doin it
juz hope that u r happy,
but i guess u juz took my concern for granted.
i called u,
there were many things i wanna tell u,
i wanna ask abt how ur life is,
but u sounded like u dun realli wan to tok to me...
perhaps i think too much
but it realli pains my heart when i m holding so tight onto our memories,
you r letting it go.
yes u r happy wif ur own life,
perhaps i m juz a disturbance to ur life,
sorry for being such a bother.
i juz wonder why i m so foolish
its been so long and i am living in pain everyday,
why is it like tat?
it only points to 1 thing, i love u
i know what i should do
take care.
